I'm just ME...

First week of F4

2011-01-07T07:02:00.001-08:00

Time flies... This week skul reopens!!
Felt so excited when go to skul this Monday...
I felt so lost when i reached the skul...
cant find and friends!! Am I too early?? XP
Then we all line up in form 3 class!! :D
OMG... The teacher wanna distribute us to our class dy...
But then I'm in 4 Bistari, which is not the same as WJ they all... LOL!! D:
This year F4 orientation so short...
1 day ny...
the next day, life of F4 starts!!

Found out that F4 sub is rly so challenging and different from F3 sub...
What I mean was its totally different!
Seems like all the sub got essay writing... @.@
Though cant same class with bff felt so down, bt now I'm okay dy!!
Thx for those who tried to cheer me up!! :)
I think I will like 4 Bistari!! :D

F4 is so tiring...
Everyday skul till so late...
summore got tuition...
Btw, F4 class this year is at the third floor!!
Damn tiring!! And i always scared I'll step on my skirt when i go upstairs... >.<
This week F4 pengawas oso gotta start to tugas dy...
I'm in Komisi 1...xD

This year first time went Omega for tuition...
felt so blur cuz i dunno where the block is!! haha
the Physic class that I went today is like full of SSI ppl!! xP
the class is so crowded and noisy!! :P
Bt fun too!!
Though its tiring... =.=

Kinda scary this year for me...
seems lyk every sub got presentation or lisan...
And I dun rly like that.. >.<
hmm... guess like I gotta learn to be brave!!
Theres nth to be scared of rite??
Bt y I'm still scared?? @.@

Everyone must join one permainan this year...
well... they all join volleyball...
but then i dun rly want to...
in fact i qte interested in basketball... >.<
but nbd wanna accompany me...
So joined chess instead!!
though i dunno how to play, bt still hope can learn sth from there!!
:D

Anyway, F4 is gonna be a new start for me I guess!!
Jia yous everyone!!

xoxo
CaRoL

It's cartoon week!!

2010-11-26T03:43:00.000-08:00

Haha...
It hols dy...
and actually b4 this i got many things i wanna write it here...
But I'm so lazy to do that even I had the time... @.@
hehe...
since this week is cartoon's week...
everyone profile pic's is now cartoon!! WOW!!
And I got sum quotes found in disney movies which i would like to share!!

A dream is a wish your heart makes when you're fast asleep. In dreams you will lose your heartaches. Whatever you wish for, you keep. Have faith in your dreams, and someday, your rainbow will come smiling through. No matter how your heart is grieving, if you keep on believing, the dreams that you wish will come true.
-Cinderella

For with each dawn, she found new hope that someday, her dreams of happiness would come true.
-Cinderella

Eating greens is a special treat, It makes long ears and great big feet. But it sure is awful stuff to eat.
-Bambi

Nearly everybody gets twitterpated in the springtime. [. . . ] You begin to get weak in the knees. Your head's in a whirl. And then you feel light as a feather, and before you know it, you're walking on air. And then you know what? You're knocked for a loop, and you completely lose your head!
-Bambi

Do not be fooled by its commonplace appearance. Like so many things, it is not what outside, but what is inside that counts.
-Aladdin

No one can have a higher opinion of you than I have, and I think you're a slimy, contemptible sewer rat!
-The Great Mouse Detective

All of this has happened before, and it will all happen again.
-Peter Pan

Don't you understand [Tink]? You mean more to me than anything in this whole world!
-Peter Pan

No matter what happens, I'll always be with you. Forever.
-Pocahontas

I'd rather die tomorrow than live a hundred years without knowing you.
-Pocahontoas

Okay. It's all fun and games till someone loses an eye.
-Tarzan

Look, you're really cute, but I can't understand what you're saying.
-Finding Nemo

It's because I like you, I don't want to be with you. It's a complicated emotion.
-Finding Nemo

She's a female! And all females is poison! They're full of wicked wiles!
-Snow White

A lie keeps growing and growing until it's as plain as the nose on your face.
-Pinocchio

Always let your conscience be your guide.
-Pinocchio

You know, you worry too much. In fact, everybody worries too much.
-Fun and Fancy Free

No longer was the valley happy, for without the magic of the harp, all was misery, misery, misery.. Just like 8th grade.
-Fun and Fancy Free

As far as I could see, the old notion that a bachelor's life was so... glamorous and carefree was all nonsense. It was downright dull.
-101 Dalmations

Sounds like someone's sick. How lovely. I do hope it's serious. Something dreadful.
-The Sword and the Stone

I hate sunshine! I hate horrible, wholesome sunshine! I hate it! I hate it! I hate, hate, hate!
-The Sword and the Stone

For every to, there is a fro, for every stop there is a go and that's what makes the world go round.
-The Sword and the Stone

Ladies don't start fights, but they can finish them!
-The Aristocats

I'm lost at sea without a friend. This journey, will it ever end? Who will rescue me?
-The Rescuers

Forever is a long long time and time has a way of changing things.
-Fox and the Hound

Hey, man, you're ugly! And you're uglier than him! And you're Ugly, Part Three! Hey, you're Revenge of the Ugly!
-Oliver & Company

Will you get your head out of the clouds and back in the water where it belongs!
-The Little Mermaid

The seaweed is always greener in somebody else's lake.
-The Little Mermaid

Teenagers. They think they know everything. You give them an inch, they swim all over you.
-The Little Mermaid

I didn't make it all the way through third grade for nothing.
-The Rescuers Down Under

What do you want me to do, dress in drag and do the hula?
-The Lion King

Let me get this straight. You know her. She knows you. But she wants to eat him. And everybody's okay with this? DID I MISS SOMETHING?
-The Lion King

Yes. So whenever you feel alone just remember that those kings will always be there to guide you and so will I.
-The Lion King

The past can hurt. But the way I see it, you can either run from it, or learn from it.
-The Lion King

Take it from an old spectator. Life's not a spectator sport. If watchin' is all you're gonna do, then you're gonna watch your life go by without ya.
-The Hunchback of Notre Dame

Better to beg forgiveness than ask permission.
-The Hunchback of Notre Dame

When I'm with you, I-I don't feel so alone
-Hercules

We dance, we kiss, we schmooze, we carry on, we go home happy. What do you say? Come on.
-Hercules

I'm a damsel. I'm in distress. I can handle this. Have a nice day.
-Hercule

The flower that blooms in adversity is the most rare and beautiful of all.
-Mulan

I'm gonna hit you so hard, it'll make your ancestors dizzy.
-Mulan

Oh, it's not the first time I was tossed out of a window, and it won't be the last. What can I say? I'm a rebel.
-The Emperor's New Groove

Someday, you're gonna wind up all alone, and you'll have no one to blame but yourself.
-The Emperor's New Groove

This is my family. I found it, all on my own. It's little, and broken, but still good. Yeah, still good. -Lilo and Stitch

Ohana means family, family means nobody gets left behind. Or forgotten.
-Lilo and Stitch

Faith, trust & pixie dust.
-Tinker Bell
From way up here, it's crystal clear that now I'm in a whole new world with you.
-Aladdin

When he held out his hand for mine, my heart all a-flutter.
-Aladdin

One look at your smile and I could see the light shining everywhere.
-Aladdin - The King of Thieves

Where the dream takes youWhere your heart longs to beWhen you finally found that placeYou'll find all you need.
-Atlantis

Love is a song that never ends.
-Bambi

Like the voice of a heavenly choir, love's sweet music flows on.
-Bambi

There may be something there that wasn't there before.
-Beauty and the Beast

But then she's never looked at me that way before.
-Beauty and the Beast

Much deeper than snow...The strongest love we'll know we'll ever know.
-Beauty and the Beast, Enchanted Christmas

Hope is the greatest of the gifts we'll receive.
-Beauty and the Best, Enchanted Christmas

Everyone needs someoneHe must need someone, too.
-Beauty and the Best, Enchanted Christmas

If you must love someone, may I suggest you love yourself!
-Beauty and the Best, Enchanted Christmas

I made a wish upon a starI turned around and there you were
-Bolt

A dream is a wish your heart makes.
-Cinderella

So this is love,So this is what makes life divine.
-Cinderella

In dreams you lose your heartaches.
-Cinderella

If you keep on believing, the dreams that you wish will come true.
-Cinderella

To spend a life of endless bliss, just find who you love through true love's kiss.
-Enchanted

I knew at once that you were meant for me.Deep in my soul I know that I'm your destiny.
-Mulan

True to your heart
You must be true to your heart
That's when the heaven's will part.
-Mulan

Open your eyes, your heart can tell you no lies.
-Mulan...

and they lived happily ever after.
-Numerous Fairytales

I'll be your candle on the water,My love for you will always burn.
-Pete's Dragon

My soul is there beside you,Let this candle guide you.
-Pete's Dragon

I'll be your candle on the water
This flame inside of me will grow
Keep holding on you'll make it
Here's my hand so take it
Look for me reaching out to show
As sure as rivers flow
I'll never let you go.
-- Pete's Dragon

When you wish upon a star
Makes no difference who you are
Anything your heart desires
Will come to you.
-Pinnochio

When you wish upon a star, your dreams come true.
-Pinocchio

Listen with your heart, you will understand.
-Pocahontas

You...might come to see you were meant to be so much more.
-Pocahontas - Journey to a New World

Two hopeful heartstwo lands apart
Together there's no endto what our dream can start.
-Pocahontas - Journey to a New World

Like two eaglessoar as one upon the river of the windwith the promise of forever
We will take the pastand learn how to begin.
-Pocahontas - Journey to a New World

We'll build a bridge of love between two worlds.
-Pocahontas - Journey to a New World

With every kiss, we'll promise thiswe'll find a way to light the dawn of all we wish.
-Pocahontas - Journey to a New World

I walked with you once upon a dream.
-Sleeping Beauty

You love me at once, the way you did once upon a dream.
-Sleeping Beauty

I wonder if my heart keeps singing
Will my song go winging
To someone, who'll find me
And bring back a love song to me?
-Sleeping Beauty

hehe... so do ya all like it??
I hope so... :)

<3 CaRoL

Lawatan to Kota Iskandar VS The Crazy SIX :D

2010-11-09T06:02:00.000-08:00

went to skul today...

when I reached that time,

only saw yk...
then wait for a long time dy..
until 7 o'clock sth, ny sf n yj reach...

OMG...
today F3 chinese that going to lawatan only the 6 of us!!

which included me, yk, wj, pl, yj n sf...
haha...

which ended up being the crazy six!!

those students who went tanjung pelepas went off early...

then we sat there wait, wait, wait...

at last the teacher said...

"u all go eat first, we 9 0'clock ny go..."

LOL... sienzzz

haha...

so we play the killer game lo...

Then like 9 sth liddat we set off!!

haha...

in the beginning, we 6 is in the back of the line...

then...

me, sf, yj n wj like crazy lidat...

run run run...

haha...

then we became the 1st in line...

okay... and oso the 1st to get into the bus...

hehe...

why we so ping1 ming4 leh??
haha

cuz we wanted to sit the last row...
LOL...

so lame rite? xP

Not long after sitting in the bus,

then we all were given a roti and drink...

haha...

so...
we eat lo!! {fei4 hua4}

after so long, we finally reach our destination...

bt hw cum the bus just keep going spinning around and not stopping??

OMG...

dun tell me we just go the lawatan through sitting in the bus??

hahaha... xP

since we're so boring in the bus, we took a lot of photos...

these are some of them...

then finally...
the bus stop...

we were so excited....

but then...

gt one ppl cum back and say nid go back the bus...

bt at last can get out...

haha...

but teacher say ny take sum photos there then nid get back in to bus..

T.T... bt at least better than none rite??

okay...

then finally...

the bus really STOP...

and we can go out dy!! horray!!

haha..

we were so excited...

we took photos...
then we went the toilet...
OMG...

when we go toilet that time we seem so excited too... @.@

after taking lots and lots of photos...

teacher call us to line up...

then we went up the stairs...

wow... thats seems FUN!!

the lift there even nid password... -.-

we were brought to somewhere...

umm...

shud I say its like dewan, or sumkind like cinema??

haha...

idk whats that call la... xP

The person there gave us see a slide show...

and tell us many things bout Kota Iskandar and oso wat their plans and so on...

we were even given each a plastic bag which contains a pen, a notebook and a catalog in it...

wait... theres also a badge!!

We all wore it on the minute we went out of the umm... dewan??

and the video we watch is awesome nice!!
the video even gt Shafiq... @.@

everyone laughed... haha

and the places in the video is so damn nice... :)

Wohoo!!
then we were brought to dewan undangan negeri...(i nt very sure is negeri o not)

The dewan is super nice!!

The 6 of us is like crazy...

laughing laughing laughing...

then take photos take photos take photos...
I think we must be too over excited...
:DD

After that, we get onto the bus and went back skul!!

Hehe...

Bt 6 of us except wj went hutan to makan b4 going back...
ate mee hai lan...

very nice...

haha...

bt b4 the noodles cum...

we like keep saying why haven cum why haven cum lidat...

yj damn geng lo...

ate so fast...

hmm...

so after that, we went back home!!

Today was the nicest day ever!!

The Crazy SIX rocks!! :D

:D Yee Jing + Siew Fen + Wan Jing + Carol + Yan Ke + Pang Li = BEST FRIENDS FOREVER!! :D

xoxo

-CaRoL-

Happy Birthday, Mummy!!

2010-11-03T07:20:00.000-07:00

Today is a very very special day...
Haha...
Cuz its MUMMY's Birthday!!! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUMMY!!

Went tebrau city today...
thought of wanting to watch the rise of the mummy...
then found out that dont have the movie here...
Haiz...
what shud we watch then??
hmm hmm hmm...
Almost a lot I also cant watch...
Under 18 is not allowed...
LOL
Child's Eye full...
OMG...
At last, we pick a movie called "OCEAN HEAVEN"...
Actually I didnt heard of it before... :P
haha... nvm... later watch dy then knw liao lo!!
went ARASHI 4 lunch today!! :))

The cinema here was way much darker than in cs...
LOL
I cant see anything!!
b4 the movie starts, we watched sum movies's trailer...
one of them is NARNIA...
OMG.... I wanted to watch it soo much after watching the trailer!!
but too bad its in Decem...
seems like I still have to wait...
I am so eager to watch it in 3D!!!
:D
the moment the movie starts...
I knew this is going to be a touching and maybe sad movie...
aww... D:
okay...
this is really a touching movie...
almost cry when watching...
this movie rly shows the love a father for his son...
erm... its sooo...
aiya... idk hw to describe it...
u shud have watched it then u will knw what i felt...
LOL
despite the tears when watching the movie,
this is rly a nice movie though... :)

hmm...
after the movie still gt a lot of things la...
n its fun!!
hehe...
bt i'm nt typing it out liao...
cuz I'm lazy to do so!! :P
okay...
lets just keep it as a secret then!!
haha...

Anyway, I really had a great time today!!!

xoxo
-CaRoL-

After PMR

2010-11-02T07:29:00.000-07:00

hehe...
Damn long didnt renew my blog...
Evertime I wanted to write sth,then I felt sooo lazy to doit... :P
hmm... after so long...
and now PMR is finally over...
And after PMR these few weeks...
life is really...
kinda BORING... LOL
anyway, i knw when I'm f4 I would say I missed days after PMR... >.<
life after PMR at skul is like.... OMG...
haha... it seems lyk we cant live without the cards everyday (UNO, pokers...)
But at least gt sum of the activities are fun though...
I seriously missed that day when we play the parachute... <3
damn fun... xP
I also remembered when we use the straws to make a menara...
and my group was like...
haha... ours is the most, can say ALIEN among the all...
it was soooo small that thingy...
erm... still gt what activity arh??
LOL...
I cant really remem all those when I'm now typing...
haha... :P
I didnt go to school for 2 days dy...
and I miss school!!
No, it shud be I miss my friends!!
:D
I wondered what had happened in school these two days...
haiz haiz...
and tmr is hols till fri..
so it was like... WOW...
I didnt go 2 school for one week then...
kinda cool...
hahaha...
hmm...
dunno why, the tears just came down that day...
I dunno why...
Maybe you think I'm being weird or wat.... or maybe unreasonable...
bt somehow I felt hurt...
But somehow I must be brave, cause I am so sure that no one will actually cares...
So I pick up my smile again and act like nth has happened...
I was so used it to though...
enough enough...
I dun wanna talk bout the unhappy things anymore...
holidays shud be fun!!
I'm gonna cherished my Hols!!
hehe...
looking forward for the excursion trip!!

xoxo
-CaRoL-

丝丝心动 PREVIEW

2010-08-16T06:54:00.000-07:00

每一天都不同

2010-08-16T06:51:00.000-07:00

最讨厌要下不下的雨
可惜未来总是扑朔迷离
如果摔得越痛才越会飞行
快把我丢向最高的天空里

不喜欢别人说我幸运
他们不懂我有多么努力
虽然冲动永远比坚持容易
宝贵的东西都需要很费心

碰到的事每一天都不同
有的给我眼泪有的给我笑容
终于会珍惜花开不怕花落
走过的曲折就全变成彩虹

不喜欢别人说我幸运
他们不懂我有多么努力
虽然冲动永远比坚持容易
宝贵的东西都需要很费心

遇见的人每一天都不同
偶尔失去什么偶尔学到什么
慢慢能翻越沙丘走出日落
每一天的我要比昨天辽阔

连我都不相信自己的时候
只有你一直相信我
此刻我什么也不想说
因为拥抱能表达得更多

碰到的事每一天都不同
有的给我眼泪有的给我笑容
终于会珍惜花开不怕花落
走过的曲折就全变成彩虹

遇见的人每一天都不同
偶尔失去什么偶尔学到什么
慢慢能翻越沙丘走出日落
每一天的我要比昨天辽阔

random

2010-07-23T20:58:00.000-07:00

Hmm...
a ques just pop up 4rm my mind...
why do i write blog??
i finally get an ans...
The blog is lyk my closest friend...
I can talk to it bout anything...
and rly it works...
I felt better when i write out the thing...
I cn also share my happy moments here...
This rly makes me feel better...
hahahahaha.... XP
lolx....
writting a blog is juz lyk writting diary...
haha... bt cnt all also write...
sum secrets shud be kept in my heart... =P
lalala...
idk what i'm writing nw dy...
i hope cn always update my blog...
bt the trial is cuming...
nxt week gotta start studying dy...
haha...
all Form 3 ppl, Jia Yous!!!
WE CAN DO IT!!!
:)

BACK!!!

2010-07-22T05:43:00.000-07:00

Hmm... I abandoned my blog for such a long time...
sry.... hahaha!!
many things had happened during these days...
laughter n also tears... XP
Bt i wont write about the sad things la...
will make me sad la...
its also SECRETS...

the july test is just over...
haha... this test is damn XXX... we knew this exam in the last min...
nvm, its jus a test after all... XD
so, i oso dun wan to say too much bout this la...
wait arh... wat to write nxt...
let me recall what had happened...
ohya... tues tat day i went for the NSW eng test...
lolx!! i damn regret... I gt a lot dunno hw to do...
haha... nvm la... i take it as a lesson...
when I finish the paper, the time is up!
No more time for checking... hehe...
so... I just pass up lidat...
It rains cats and dogs after that...
I think the school is almost flooded!!
Even the frog came out!!
I gt a shock when I saw it, really.... @.@

Ytd finally finished our class wajah-wajah SSI...
Although everyone said that it rly looks lyk lst year 2CS want...
bt nvm la, i still think tat its nice!!
"PREDICTION OCTOPUS 3 BIJAK PASTI TEPAT!!"
so... our whole class can sure get straight A's!!!
hahahahaha...
Octopus, octopus, u must help us okay... >.< I knw I'm childish... LOLX

Lst friday after exam, we (Linda, Yan ke, Pang Li, Kim n I) stayed back to do the Geo folio...
see?? we so guai... haha
We did our project at sudut...
at first, i think we're wasting time...
bt as the time goes.... We're trying to rush dy...

haha... Luckily gt WJ help us to take the photos... thx!!
tat pang li even called me to take the tong kitar semula pic!
lolx!!! take pic ny mah... gt so diu1 lian3 meh??
:D Bt we finally finish it and passed it up on mon...
bt we still kena deduct 1 marks for passing up late...
T.T

Hmm... I think I'll stop here...
those things b4 that i wont say dy larh...
cuz if i wanna write it all out...
I think I cant finish it...
haha.... Okay...
Bye Bye!!! <3

匿名的好友

2010-04-08T05:57:00.000-07:00

独送昏暗不离的风回忆里被爱
那股激动天色好红
温柔好浓在胸口浮现你的面容
一起活在这城市里更提起你名字
心还跳动却没重逢
只留下碰却又不敢碰的那种激动
也许我们当时年纪真的太小
从那懵懵懂懂走进各自天空
该怎么说让彼此选择但思念还转动

不能握的手从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着依然执着
与你无关泪自行吸收
不能握的手却比亲人更亲厚
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的温柔最温柔
当又一次美梦落空回忆里被爱
那股激动天色好红
温柔好浓在胸口浮现你的面容
也许我们当时年纪真的太
小从那懵懵懂懂走进各自天空
那是什么让彼此选择
又不仅是尊重
不能握的手从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着依然执着
却决心和你不再联络
不能握的手却比爱人更长久
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的拥有最永久

Just Because....

2010-04-07T08:40:00.000-07:00

Just Because....
I'm quiet - doesn't mean I don't have a lot to say
I'm sarcastic - doesn't mean I don't take it seriously
I forgive - doesn't mean I forget
I'm stubborn - doesn't mean I'm nt easy going
I don't show my feelings - doesn't mean I didn't have
I'm nt like you - doesn't mean that I'm weird
I don'tsay I love you - doesn't mean I don't

2010-04-03T04:43:00.000-07:00

wow... St.john won the fiesta kawad... :D
our class had our injection on thursday...
lolx... before that... Linda made me so scared...
cuz she say injection v pain... =.=
hmm... cuz long time no injection dy...
i thin the last time is when standard 6 tat time...
so.... it's our class turn...
then we take our buku kesihatan...
hmm... then beratur to give the nurse write...
lolx... everyone get a green card which "T.T" is written on it...
does T.T means cry??? lolx....
haha... After Andrew is me...
super scary...
bt after the injection...
i realise that it is nt that scary after all... XD

on fri...
went for tuition...
then went skul early cuz teacher said nid do pematerian at 12 o'clock....
bt then we wait want n wait...
teacher till 1 oso haven reach...
so i yan ke go meeting...
hmm... today de meeting...
aiya... i dun thin i wanna say the content here la... XP
bt it's wat a relieve that the prob is now solved...
so... MC jia you!!! X)

n service trip on 1st of May...
many ppl dun wan go b'cuz that day is labour day...
haiz haiz haiz...
btw, i thin this time de performance is fun!! XD
haha... looking forward it...
btw, anyone wanna go pls tell me ya... X)

n lastly, today is Linda, Wei Shan, Li Yin n Sara's bdae!!!
wow... 4 ppl...
haha... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U ALL!!!
"Happy birthday to Linda,
Happy Birthday to Wei Shan,
Happy Birthday to Li Yin,
Happy Birthday to Sara!!!"
hope u all enjoy ur birthday!!!
Stay happy, cute n pretty forever!!!

xoxo
-CaRoL...

习惯就好

2010-03-28T05:38:00.000-07:00

你的手机又收不到
我像疯子在街上绕
努力跑你的温度
雨淋过几条街都散不掉

你面无表情的嘴角
像在嘲笑我的胡闹
回头看突然明了
爱过了使用期效
你就想逃

我想维持礼貌忘记骄傲
继续做你唯一的城堡

习惯就好习惯就好
是我选择看不到分手预兆
没有一丝睡意的困扰无法治疗
习惯就好习惯就好
我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我多一秒

你的手机又收不到
我像疯子在街上绕
努力跑你的温度
雨淋过几条街都散不掉

你面无表情的嘴角
像在嘲笑我的胡闹
回头看突然明了
爱过了使用期效
你就想逃

我想维持礼貌忘记骄傲
继续做你唯一的城堡

习惯就好习惯就好
是我选择看不到分手预兆
没有一丝睡意的困扰无法治疗
习惯就好习惯就好
我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我多一秒

习惯就好习惯就好
一个人在雨里继续的奔跑
却发现再也听不到自己的心跳
习惯就好习惯就好
我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我多一秒一秒

2010-03-28T05:08:00.000-07:00

today 2nd day of fiesta...
reach skul bout 7a.m....
then ltr around 7.30a.m then go kumpul i front st john room...
cuz ltr got perarakan...
i thin da perarakan damn cool...
da yu4 dui4 4rm seta super cool...
nice la wei... X)
then summore gt lion dance...
the perarakan ended v fast...
then ltr prepare 4 the comp...
we suppose to be the 2nd group...
bt suddenly b'cum the 1st group...
it all went well in the 1st...
bt when the perlahan jalan then gt a bit luan4 diao4 dy...
haiz... then the hormat ke kanan n tukar langkah cant hear the command...
cuz the music too loud dy...
n i wanna say 1000000000000 sorry to all of u...
i rily didnt wan my headgear to drop... T.T
haiz....
we rly did v bad 2day...
sorry..
after the comp... we went to change our shirt...
then go makan...
today nt many things to eat leh...
ate 3 sausages of pengakap laut...
nt bad la...
haha... then we went to play the sand art..

the doraemon nice rite?? haha... XD

we oso took photo wif the clown...

overall... today the fiesta was damn fun la...

hope evryone oso enjoyed it!!! XD

xoxo
-CaRoL-

小星星

2010-03-27T07:04:00.000-07:00

城市里小星星
稀疏的亮晶晶
太多光吃掉他们的身影
就像我爱上你
隐没在灯海里
你眼中只看繁华的夜景

我的爱藏在你的背影里
想要笑着坚定的恒心

天黑的时候我远远陪着你
再小的闪烁也努力放光明
当有天我在夜空里面
偶尔被发现希望我眨眼
能感动你视线

想把小星星排成爱的图形
为你的天空点缀一些惊奇
即使像流星一闪而过寂寞也情愿
不求你看见只想为你发光永远

遇见你小星星
孤单的湿淋淋
你躲在有人陪伴的伞底
就像我总被你
遗忘在晴空里
月光下才有机会想念你

我爱他

2010-03-27T06:27:00.000-07:00

他的情况留在某一节车厢
地下铁里的风比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天我
奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖越多的空白
该怎么去爱

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

1st day of fiesta

2010-03-27T06:06:00.000-07:00

today is is 1st day of fiesta!!!
i reach skul around 6 30...
then ltr we go to mc stall to prepare the stuff...
wow... okonomiyaki damn nice leh...
so fast then sell finish when the 1st shift...
haha... me n yk kelam kabut today when making the milk tea...
haha... sry arh... 4 letting u al wait so long for the milk tea 2day...
if nt nice then pai seh leh... X)
2day 1st shift ended damn early...
so we got lot time left b4 the 2nd shift...
i went to the haunted house with pang, li hui, yk, yj n siew fen...
haha... damn dark inside...
yk, pai seh arh... pull ur shirt juz now... =.=
bt its fun la... haha...
gosh... today i drank damn many cups of water... lolx...
interact club's chic was nice!! XD
2day eat the marshmallow that time the choc kena my pj shirt... T.T
okay la... i thin i start talking bout the 2nd shift...
i n yk started to make he ice blended when the ice arrived...
wakao... i thin the blender over work dy...
it suddenly cant work when it was bout 4 sth that time...
damn scared leh... yen yin... sry arh...
hmm... i thin that's briefly bout what the fiesta today...
lolx... damn tired 2day...
i fall asleep so fast when in the car... haha... XP
tmr the last day of fiesta dy...
so... MC jia you!!!!
n tmr got kawad...
hope we can do our best...
n i will stop making any mistakes... =.=
scared will dai4 sai4 leh...(i sure will rite?) =(
anyway. Jao yous 4 everyone tmr!!!
Gambateh!! X)

xoxo
-CaRoL-

2010-03-26T06:13:00.000-07:00

wow... long time didnt write on my blog dy... haha...
hmm... there's so many things that i wanna write bout...
bt where shud i start?lolx... =.=
hmm... ok la... say 4rm st john orientation...
it was held in the school on 13th March...
hmm... it was fun tat day... haha
n thx 2 all my ahli n especially our ketua for making our group the Best Group... X)
n also congrats to pang's n khai wen's group... i

haiz haiz... damn pain...
i gt incised wound on my hand!!!
T.T...

went 4 da kawad prac 4 da fiesta wan...
n i thin i will juz dai4 sai4 they all... haiz...
n i dunno y after the kawad all of them said that my face damn red...
lol...

lol... i m feeling emo now... =(

btw, tmr is fiesta dy...
looking forward to it...
=D

last day of 2009

2009-12-30T16:49:00.000-08:00

wow... hello, everyone!!!
haha... long time didnt cum n write a blog ad....
hmm... Pastor Timothy has gone back to Ipoh...
so gud lucks to them n may God Bless them... XD
after SSI CLOSE....
then here cum NC trainings...
NC members rily changes many times...
1st there is wj, pang, lh, pik n me...
2nd there is wj, lh, pik, me, sattya...
3rd... n oso the lst.... we have wj, pik, me, hui lin , wei shan...
well... the trainings r rily tiring...
n i thin tat my physical is the worst among them...
so... i gotta pick up with them... hehe...
n i juz hope tat i shall not panick when doing the case...
1st time being num 3...
i still gt a lot of things tat i m lousy at...
so i muz practise more...
i dun wan them to lose the comp becuz of me...
4 the kawad...
i'll practise at home...
i thin my leg will still bent n kekuda...
so gotta practise more....
erm... i thin i gotta stop here...
haha...
n it's da lst day of 2009!!!
what does it means??!!
LOL...
that's PMR year 4 me 4rm tmr onwards...
n i will sure miss 2 CERDAS!!!
skul gotta reopen soon...
kinda lazy...
haha...
anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR to EVERYONE!!!!!
cheers!!! XD

It's hols again!!

2009-11-18T03:22:00.000-08:00

It's hols!!! wow!!! haha...
lolx...
long time didnt write a blog ad... hehe...
cuz damn lazy to write...
erm... tis hols is juz lyk other hols tis year...
tat is FULL OF ST.JOHN...
hahaha...
hmm... hope tis hols wont end...
hehe... cuz nxt year PMR ad!!!
OMG... cant even imagine... sooo scary... bt evryone nid 2 face it rite?
juz hope tat nxt year tat my BM n BC will get better results... n i will b more rajin... haha...
n hope tat nxt year will get into da 1st class... (can i?) =.=
1st of Dec nid go take results dy... OMG!!!!
knw wat?? da scariest part of exam is results!!!
aiyo... wat am i doing... kept talkin bout exam... haha...
hmm... let's talk bout ST.JOHN bah...
erm... 28th of Nov is SSI CLOSE...
so... tis Mon... seniors give us training 4 short case...
hmm... actually b4 tis i tot of nt goin SSI close ad...
bt... i actually changed my mind...
haha... hmm... i rly learned a lot...
lolx... bt being num 1... i rily didnt even thin b4...
cuz i always v scared short case de...
summore wan to shout command when kawad...
OMG!!! cuz they always my voice v soft...
so... tis is rly a very tough job 4 me...-.-
bt i thin maybe tis is a time where i cn learn sum new things...
so i decided 2 give it a try!! haha...
aiya... i juz hope tat i wun dai4 sai4 my group...
cuz i thin even my ahli is pro than me leh...
hmm... i thin juz say till here bah...
haha...
n GOOD LUCKS who is taking their SPM!!!
gambateh!!!

xoxo
CaRoL

2009-10-14T18:39:00.000-07:00

went to skul early today 2 do da pj folio...
hmm... da folio is bout sth lik menubuh keleb baru??
haha...
our club name is kelab pelangi...
lolx...
after discussing...
then we started to do it...
haha...
when we're doing tat time...
da morning session disiplin teacher suddenly came...
then she kept saying "no rubbish, no drinking, no eating"....
blablabla... lolx....
omg... after tat da headmaster came n with 2 visitors...
they sounds like American....
haha... they seems qte nice...
hmm... bt we rily gt a shock when they came n talk 2 us...
lolx... =.=
2day gt 2 class 4 science ad...
then after rehat science teacher summore borrow 2 class 4rm seni teacher n 1 4rm Bm teacher...
lolx...
2day summore go skul early...
sit in da lab they 1 hour plus...
so tired lo....
hehe...
n yeah!
got hols on fri cuz deepavali...
haha...
i'll thin i'll stop here...
bye!

2009-10-06T17:12:00.000-07:00

phew...
went 4 piano class ytd...
luckily i passed my piano practical grade 5...
i tot i willl fail...
=.=
haha....
haiz...
nw our team kurang 1 ppl ad....
dunno can find ganti nt...
mayb pang will change her mind??
hmm... bt i thin this is not going 2 happen...
unless there's really miracle...
lolx...
ohya...
n 2day is da 1st day 4 PMR!!
gud lucks 2 all of u!!!
hope u all can get straight A!!
ALL DA BEST!!!
X)

x0x0
-CaRoL-

2009-10-02T18:47:00.000-07:00

终于，我敞开了心底的那扇门
怯生生的对你说请进来好吗？
我的声音如此胆怯于是你误会那是客套
你礼貌的对我笑了笑说：
谢谢你的邀请但我不能受困于任何地方请保重
你说然后转身离开
你忘了说再见也忘了留下钥匙

于是那扇门打不开也锁不上
叩叩叩叩叩叩叩叩叩
陆陆续续来了几支错误的钥匙
但我无法出声无法回应
因为我困住了只能等待一把正确的钥匙
但那人却忘了忘了钥匙在他身上
终于我还是走不出那扇门

永远的朋友

2009-09-29T17:23:00.000-07:00

如果你很忙
我到街上去晃一晃
身为一个朋友
有些事情不该勉强
看你黑着眼圈
今晚换成我睡不着
到底是谁
害你这么伤
因为太爱你
拼命达到你的需要
虽然只是朋友
总比什么都不是好
借你肩膀依靠
借你关心也借你微笑
我很想给
你却不要
爱着你却伤心得只能守侯不能拥有
称职的做一个永远的朋友
看着你求救的简讯内容
我看见爱情向我大声嘲弄
看着你且大方的陪你恋爱替你解忧
虚弱的做一个永远的朋友
几次累的想断绝联络
却听见你说
情人比不上朋友
我总是有
令你笑出声的力量
也许友情
才能地久天长
我只是朋友.....

haha... tis is song by 陈伟联... 永远的朋友....
qte a sad song i guess...
bt i luv da lyrics...
lolx... :D

Happy Birthday 2 Derrik!!

2009-09-26T00:00:00.000-07:00

omg... another birthday wishes post...

lolx... cuz many ppl b'dae nowadays mah.... =.=

hehe... haha... i promise i will blog other things next time...

okay... so, it's derrik's b'dae!!! haha...

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY !!! X)

"It’s your birthday time again;

It’s true; there’s no denying

,Another year has come and gone;

You know that I’m not lying.

So for you, the birthday person,

Here’s what I want to say:

I hope this birthday’s the best one yet,

In every delightful way.

So happy birthday to you.

Have lots of birthday fun!

May your birthday wishes all come true,

Even if you have a ton."

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
SELAMAT HARI JADI!!!

生日快乐！！！

xoxo

-CaRoL-

Happy Birthday, WAN JING!!!

2009-09-21T02:32:00.000-07:00

3,2,1!!!!!!!
Happy Birthday 2 my bff WAN JING!!!
haha....
one year older ad...
bt still younger than me... lol...
hehe...
erhem...
enjoy ur b'dae ya!!!

"Happy Birthday 2 u,

Happy Birthday 2 u,

Happy Birthday 2 WAN JING,

Happy Birhtday 2 U!!!"

On your birthday,

I wish for you the fulfillment

of all your fondest dreams.

I hope that for every candle

on your cake

you get a wonderful surprise.

I wish for you that

whatever you want most in life,

it comes to you,just the way you imagined it,or better.

I hope you get as much pleasure

from our friendship as I do.

I wish we were sisters,

so I could have known youfrom the beginning.

I look forward toenjoying our friendship

for many more of your birthdays.

I'm so glad you were born,

because you brighten my life

and fill it with joy.
Happy Birthday!

xoxo

-CaRoL-

exam delay...

2009-09-17T05:57:00.000-07:00

wow!!!
tmr de exam all delay until hols finish....

erm...

dunno this is a gud news or bad news??

haha...

LOL...

let's see...

It's hols again!!!!
hahaha...

Happy HOLIDAY to all my frenzzz!!!!!!!!
hmm...
tat day math exam tat time...
do finish ad oso nt left much time to check...

then check check check...
then i found out tat i circle da wrong ans 4 num 13!! so when wanna change tat time...
teacher said "MASA DAH TAMAT'
LOL!!!
then hor i stop n didnt change da ans lo...
bt hor they say still can change da ans as long as da teacher haven go ur table n collect...
walao...
rily v stupid leh me...
=.=
n da other sub oso wrong a lot i thin...
da bm n bi lit nid write de tat part oso v za dao lo... bt i didnt read b4 man...
anyway...
juz pls dun let me get more than 2B 4 this exam leh...
lame...
erhem...
dun wan say bout exam ad la...
ruin my mood... (za dao) X)
haha...
enjoy catching up da bus 2day as tis is da last day to do so...
cuz after hols then didnt go back so early ad...
haha...
although da malay puasa tis month my bus cum damn early n sum time even will miss bus...
so nid to walk damn bus in order not to miss da bus... XD
n wanna thx Yuman n Siew Fen 4 waiting 4 me cua sumtimes my class teacher v late then only let us go... luckily gt them... or else i sure miss bus wan... ( cuz saya v blurr wan... =.= )

THANK YOU!!!

N....

to all my dearest friends...

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!
enjoy ur hols!!!
n STAY HAPPY ALL THE TIME!!!
SMILE!!! XD

xoxo

-CaRoL-

bus... XD

2009-09-05T03:11:00.000-07:00

erm...
skul reopens tis week...
hahaha...
gotta go back skul as usual...
LOL...
tis thurs wanna go skul early de...
bt dunno why...
wake up ad, oso change shirt ad...
then suddenly head damn pain... arghh... rily bad bad headache...
so at last didnt go... =.=
heard they say physical qte tiring... LOL
okay... since tis week those malay started puasa ad...
so.....
cant drink water in class... LOL... if wan, oso nid wait them go solat only can go...
lame...
then da bus uncle crazy larh...
he said 5.30p.m. we didnt go out, then he will go...
wakao...
so, friday after moral, after saying thank you teacher, then me n siew fen rushed to the gate...
bt da bus ad left!!! OMG!!
luckily after tat still gt another bus come...
or else no nid go home ad... =.=!!
hmm... i think tats all...
haha... Bye Bye!!!

-CaRoL-

AGM 2009

2009-08-29T19:30:00.000-07:00

Hey hey!! Haha... LOL
Guess war DAY is 2day??
Sooo EASY...
It's St.John AGM!!!
It's held in Hotel Seri Malaysia tis year...
reach there around 6.45a.m. liddat...
I thought nobody reach so early...
luckily pik n sum form 1 guys reach ad...
after tat go kumpul at carpark there...
uniform check...
wait till everyone reach ad then we go inside da hotel... XD
after tis go 4 registration...
Da booklet 4 AGM tis year damn nice man... X)... haha...
THX SENIORS!!!
OMG!!! Form 2's performance first!
After da opening speech...
then our performance start!!!
3,2,1, GO!!!
(sakai...) =.=
LOL...
........................................
So... it finish...
haha...
At least tis time de is far more better than all da practises b4 tis la...
We done our BEST!! XD
Form 3 performance v nice...
coconut dance... haha
Form 1 oso nt bad...
their performance still gt choc2 eat summore... haha...
2day is rily fun!!
Thx 4 all da commitee members of AGM...
N wanna thx all those form 5 seniors!!!
THX 4 EVERYTHING!!
we wonts 4get u all!!! XD
ALL DA BEST!!!

xoxo
-CaRoL-

Happy birthday 2 Li Jia!!! XD

2009-08-26T11:07:00.000-07:00

haha... see tat pic?? it's sum kind of shou3 gong1 tat my sis bought called 'mould paint'...
haha... so we make n colour it 2gether!!
nice hor??
hehehe...
XD =) XP

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

n today is a special day!!!
guess wat izit??
heh... dun tell u...
hahaha...
ok la...
it's

LI JIA's b'dae!!!
haha...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 her!! XD
may all ur dreams cum true...
stay cute n smart...
haha...
ENJOY UR BIRTHDAY!!!
n jia yous 4 PMR too!!!
ALL DA BEST!!!

xoxo
-CaRoL-

Happy Birthday!! LEE KEE!!!

2009-08-24T07:56:00.000-07:00

Oh ya...
nearly forgot man!!!
da most important thing!!!
n rily last post 4 2day ad la... hehe

Happy 15th Birthday 2 Lee Kee!!! ms. Pork!!!
hahaha...
"Happy Birthday 2 u,
Selamat Hari Jadi,
Happy Birthday 2 LEE KEE,
Selamat Hari Jadi!!!!"
XD
One year older liao wor...
hehe...
bt Wei Jie still luv...
blek =P!!
anyway, i'm sure u luv da presents tat 4rm us ( form 2 gang) !!
hahaha...
PINK BRA leh!!!
muz luv it leh!!!
n still gt... (take 4rm ur bag wan, i bet u wont wan me 2 say it out la....)
n all those sui4 zhi2 oso pinky leh... haha
hahahaha...
anyway...
All da best to u la...
PMR straight A!!!
getting prettier n cuter
so tat XXX luv u even more...
n Happy ever after wif ur dearly Wei Jie!!!
p/s dun scold me!!
XD
=D
XP
=P
X)
=)
WE LUV U!!!!!
lol... da whole post oso becum pinky juz 4 u...

xoxo
-CaRoL-

PoPCoRn!!

2009-08-24T07:49:00.000-07:00

wohoo!!! bought these popcorn at singapoer 7 eleven!! lame...

haha...

me n my sis ate finish this!!!

=.=

OMG...

this is soooo sweet...

ltr tooth decay man...

hahahaha...

okay la...

i thin i better stop playin comp ad...

ltr tmr cant wake up early to go skul 4 da AGM prac...

haha...

c ya!! XD

xoxo

-CaRoL-

TAGGED!! :D

2009-08-24T06:11:00.000-07:00

Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and please do not spoil the fun Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends to answer this. Then see what happens.

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?

: Yup!

2. Smart?

: Definitely... haha

3. Preferred age?

: erm... same age/older then me nt more than 3-5 years i thin... =.=

4. Preferred height?

: of course taller than me XD

5. How about sense of humor?
: yeah! or else v boring mahh...

6. How about piercings?

: hmm... no bah :D

7. Accepts you for who you are?

: Obsolutely! X)

8. Pink hair?

: OF COURSE..................................... NOOO!!

9. Mushy or no?

: Dun too over...

10. Thin or fat?

: middle... =.=

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?

: hmm.. idk leh... =)

12. Long hair or short hair?

: Short .

13. Plastic or metal? * cute or pretty ?
: Hmm...

14. Smells good?

: SMell like sweets... LOL

15. Smoker?

: NOO!!

16. Drinker?

: NOO!!

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?

: Maybe =P

18. Muscular?

: MayBe... Lame

19. Plays piano?

: Yeah

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?

: Guitar! =D

21. Plays violin?

: sure... hahaha

22. Sings very good?

: depends i thin... hehe

23. Vain?

:no bah...

24. With glasses?

: maybe XD

25. With braces?

: idk... haha XP

26. Shy type?

: Not reallly.

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?

: Of cuz good boy la...

28. Active or passive?

: Active. ^^

29. Tight or bomb? * hot or sexy ?

: =.=

30. Singer or dancer?

: erm... i seriously nt sure... hehe

31. Stunner?

: o.o

32. Hiphop?

: maybe... XD

33. Earings?

: Wt... No!!!

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?

: Sure NOOOOOO!!!

35. Dimples?

: idk

36. Bookworm?

: Noo!! i will b damn boring if liddat k?

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?

: nt too over...

38. Playful?

: sure!!! Bt nt too playful la... :D

39. Flirt?

: Obsolutely NOOOOOOOO!!

40. Poem writer?

: I guess no...

41. Serious?

: yeah

42. Campus crush?

: huh

43. Painter?

: ??

44. Religious?

: Maybe

45. Someone who likes to tease people?

: can la... bt nt too serious de... haha

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?

: NoNoNo

47. Speaks 20 languages?

: YES!! XD

48. Loyal or faithful?

: Faithful.

49. good kisser?

: HuH??!!

50. emotional or cool?

: Not emotional bt oso nt too cool... hehe

I TAG
- Pang Li

- Wan Jing

- Celine

- Jia Ling

- Yuman

- Yan Ke

- Yee Jing

- Jasmine

- Sin Yun

- Rachel

- Mike

- Jiew Ann

- Eunice

- Jing Ying

- Alvin

- Jia Lin

- Adeline

- Chloe

- Eleen

- You!! =.=

hols...

2009-08-23T20:23:00.000-07:00

hols is here again!!!
bt juz lyk da lst hols...
It's rily a pack hols!!! N busy... lol...
well.. let's see...
Mon- goin sg...
Tues- 8am-3pm
St. John AGM prac...
Wed- maybe goin pang hse...
if nt stay at home play com, watch tv or do hwk!!!
lame lame lame...
Thurs- 8am-3pm
St.John AGM prac again!!! XD
Fri-woo!!! haven thin of doin wat yet...
maybe goin out, do hwk or blablabla... =.=
Sat- AGM at hotel seri malaysia!!! :D
Go 4 tuition 1-3.30pm... Zzz
Sun- Tuition 8-10am (math n Science)
Church
Tuition (BM) 3-5pm...
Mon- It's national day!!! =D
n start packing bag 4 skul tmr...
so ther goes tis hols...
hahaha...

xoxo

-CaRoL-

new spec!!! :D

2009-08-23T04:57:00.000-07:00

hahaha... I bought these key chains n shu1 qian1 at tebrau city in a shop called memory lane... haha... these r all mine!!! (i hope)... haha... lame... only da two cats de is mine... da other is my sis wan... hahaha... XD another childish thing... =.=
Bt i luv it!!

haha!! nice rite?? bought it at tebrao city...

It's magnet!!!

Can put fridge there!!!

Okay... I'm childish... lol

so which wan is nicer??? tell me yeah...

hehehe...

hehe... how's my new spec?? i thin it's nice... :D i love da spec box... i thin it's cool!! haha

so... tis is my old spec... n oso my 1st spec... hahaha... XD

xoxo

CaRoL

～～

2009-08-22T17:46:00.000-07:00

小时候我很爱看童话故事。
我为人鱼公主的付出感动，我为仙度瑞拉的委屈不平，我为巫婆的恶毒愤怒，
我甚至有很长一段时间认为苹果都很邪恶；
不过还好的是，童话故事的结局总是happy ending,多peace，
无论是王子吻醒睡美人，又或者长发公主终于被救离高塔，
都peace, happy ending的要命。
长大后我还是喜欢童话故事，从迪士尼到梦工厂，
每部电影我都是首映当天就冲去看，
连颠覆童话故事的史瑞克我也依旧是很爱。
可是现在的我不再相信童话故事，有时候我甚至觉得现实版的童话故事里，
会不会白雪公主后来都变成坏心眼的后母？
是不是这故事就是在影射婚姻剧里最爱着墨的婆媳问题？
会不会睡美人想告诉世人的是在婚姻中非得睁只眼闭只眼才行？
可不可能大野狼一开始也是也个小红帽，如果不是因为婚姻的话？
而小木偶......
我觉得童话故事好累，现实中的童话故事好累。

Pn. Saheeda b'dae party!!! XD

2009-08-21T20:04:00.000-07:00

start 4rm left : liyu, yan ke, wan jing, me, tien ein, jasmine n da middle one is Mindy!!! XD

wat r they doing? Kai Wei so funny... hehe XD

NICE cake!! haha... X)

2CS form teacher! Pn Saheedawati! Is she laughing or crying?? lol...

2 CERDAS 2009!!! hahaha... XD

wow... see?? teacher is goin 2 blow da cake rite?? hahaha..

2 CS "pretty" gals... hahaha... lame...

yeah!! finally! teacher cut da cake!!! XD

wat r we doin?? seems like everyone doin their own things yea... hahaha...

teacher is hesitating whether wanna eat or not?? X)

2CS "HaNdSuM" guys... =.=

wow... yummy yummy...

wow... wat r da boys looking at?? gt star?? haha... XD

1st bite... haha...

pik cutting da cake... =)

ler yi, yan ke, me, tien ein, wan jing,

mindy, jasmine...

wan jing, wan ke, me, mindy, jasmine, tien ein...

wow... btw, wat is teacher saying?? hehe...

Irfan(Micheal Jackson) n teacher!!! XD

teacher is soo happy man... hahaha... cheeze!!!

pouring drinks... =.=...

see all those photos??

hahA...

juz celebrated our form teacher which is Pn Saheeda's b'dae...

actually her b'dae on 1st of Sept...

bt tat time they puasa ad...

so we decided to celebrate it earlier...

when i reach skul,then we go take all those drinks to our class...

then write sth on da board...

haha... XD

we oso gt made sth like booklet giv our teacher...

sth like b'dae wishes la...

haha...

haiz...

bt... today suddenly gt pengawas meeting!!!
n our class almost half is pengawas lo...

then da meeting damn long loo...

go back class tat time oso wanna recess liao...

da teacher waited 4 us then only start da party...

so couldn't see hw suprised da teacher is ... haha...

so we sang songs n oso took lots of pic...

haha...

n da whole class didn't go kantin today...

all stay in class...

haha...

xoxo

-CaRoL-

Drama... XD

2009-08-18T19:32:00.000-07:00

haha...
so... at last...
we decided to use da boys script...
sth bout terrorist n CT de...
haha... cant tell 1st.. remain as a secret... (lame!!!)
hehe...
let me tell u da old script which is written by da gurls...

1st SceNe... XD
Once, there was a witch liin happily with her husband...

Witch: Hey darling, shall we go shopping today?

W.Husband: Oh dear dear, I think we shouldn't. H1N1 is very dangerous you know.. Didn't u read the newspaper? " WE SHOULD AVOID CROWDED PLACES"...

Witch: Ok darling, let's go to the park then. I would like to have some fresh air.

W.Husband: Let's go dear dear...

The witch and her husband walked happily to the park... Suddenly...

Mistress: Hey honey! Why are you hoding her hand? who is she?

Witch: Excuse me miss, He's my darling ok?

Mistress: Wat the... He's mine la! Last nite he spent a nite wif me, you ask him la!

Witch: Darling, did you really...

W.Husband: (whispering to the mistress) sayang, you go back 1st, i will settle this...

Mistress: I don't want! Settle it now!

Witch: u owe me an explaination!

W.Husband: Cool down dear dear. I know you're furious. Take it easy. It's common for us to have an affair outside, rite?

Witch: Grr... you this betrayer! (slap) Go away!
W. Husband: As you wish! (grab mistress's hand and walk away)

Witch: How can you treat me like this? (cry) (stand up) Men are all usless! I swear, I will turn any man into frog if i see them together with girls! I promised... hahahahaha (evil laugh)

The sad witch walked away with ther prmise that she will turn the men who walked with women into frogs! How terrible!

2Nd ScEnE... =)

There were two girls living in a city. They were best friends. One day, the two best friends went for shopping together. They were very excited as they bought their favourite toys.

WJ: Eh, Pang Pang, see see, isnt my toy very cute?

PL: Aiyo yours so normal. Look at mine. Damn cute rite? Gt ribbon summore leh.

WJ: Erm... Ya la ya la.. yours very cute la. like u lo.

PL: Hmm.. I know i was borned this cute..

WJ: EH, Pang Pang, u see gt aeroplane leh!

PL: Aeroplane only mah! You thought is luv letter arh? cheh!

WJ & PL: Mask party?

PL: Mask party leh! SUre v fun wan! Wanna go?

WJ: Can we?

PL: See? "EVERYONE'S INVITED!!"
WJ: But we still under 18!!
PL: Aiya dun worry la, you scared ppl will raped u meh? Ppl that r cute like my only dangerous lo... you look v safe la!

WJ: =.= Okay lo!!
The 2 best friends went to the mask party happily. They even brought their favourite mask.

3rD SCeNe...=P

They arrived at the mask party, people were chattering and laughing around.

PL: Wa, so many ppl! Eh my favourite cartoon Ultraman leh!

WJ: EHx... Gt pokemon leh! SO nice!

Boy 1: Ladies and gentlemen, the party is going to start soon... Please b prepared..

Dance...

Suddenly, the bell rang... It was 12 midnite...

XXX dropped his shoe...

PL: Why are the boys running away? 12 only, still early wat!

Boy 1: The witch is coming!

PL: Wat?! Wat witch? What are you saying?

Boy 2: Ya, she wakes up at 12 midnite, she don't like to see boys be friend wif gurls. Id she saw us dancing with girls, she will tuen us into frogs!

PL: Huh? Frogs? Impossible one la... Yerr... But still v scary leh... Let's go home...

WJ: Loking at the shoe...

4th ScEnE... X)

The witch arrived at the party... She was sad as the party venue was empty..

Witch: Why isn't anybody here? (take out her phone) Hello, uncle a, are u sure u gave me da correct time and venue for the mask party? Why isn't a single person here?

Simone purposely gave the witch the wrong venue and time.

Hello? are you there? The invitation written that the time is 12 midnite leh... Wat? Wrong time? Wat the... It's ok.. Bye..

Witch: Ish... The organiser gave me the wrong time! Nvm, browny(Mr.Bean's bear bear) , let's go home 4 supper..

5th ScEnE... XP

PL: Last nite the party very nice rite? hehe...

WJ: ya ta... (concentrating on the shoe)

PL: Ehx... wat u holding?

WJ: See? I got this shoe last nite. The person who danced with me left it behind..

PL: Oh, did u see his face?

WJ: Nonono... he's putting on a mask

PL: Haha... do u wan to find him?

WJ: Can we?

PL: Sure, my friend! Get going!

PL n WJ went ot find the owner of the shoe. Their friend accompany them)

6th SCeNe... =/

(knock knock knock)

Boy 3: Hi! Wat can I help u?

Friend: Hey buddy! My friend, WJ is finding for the owner of this shoe. Did u attend the mask party last nite?

Boy 3: Oh yes. The party is fun until the 12 o'clock bell rang. But I don;t thin i lost a shoe... sowie...

Friend: It's ok then.. see ya (turn to them)

WJ & PL: sigh...

Friend: Let's go the next house.

(knock knock knock)

Girl 3: Ya, apa yang boleh saya bantu?

Friend: Tuan ada di rumah?

Girl 3: Tak tak, tuan pergi kerja.

PL: Oh, terima kasih, tata.

Fren, Wj, PP: sigh again..

PL: Let's go the last hse...

7th ScEnE... XD
WJ: Aiya... Where's the owner? (squad down and cry)

PL: Hey, dont' worry! We will meet him soon...

Friend: Ya ya, let's try da last door b4 we go back..

(knock knock knock)

Friend: Wa! Handsu guy wor... Is he da one?

PL: Ya ya... handsum leh... maybe he is..

Friend: Hey! Did u attend da mask party last nite?

XXX: Ya. i dropped my shoe you know.. see...

WJ: OMG! Can u try to put on this? I'll help u!
XXX: Ok..

PL: wa! Just fit man!
WJ: Yeah! Finally found u!
Suddenlt the witch came out..

Witch: Muahahaha... As I promised I will turn u & u into frogs!! Alemula...

XXX and friend pushed WJ & PP towards the witch

XXX: Protect me!

Harry potter: Hey u evil witch! Don't u try 2 harm anyone!
Witch: Who r u?

HP: Didn't u watch my movie? I'm Harry Potter! Mr. Potter!
Witch: Watever! Don't block my way!
HP: Ok then. (show out the wand)

Witch: Alwmulahehahahamu!
HP: _______

Witch: Ahh!!! (faint)

WJ & PL: Yeah! Harry Potter u're great! (turn back and stared at XXX)

PL: Let's give him a whack!
WJ: (look miserable) Ok!
XXX: Don't hit my face! Please!
PL & WJ start whacking XXX, & kick him aside & turn back to HP)

PL: Ehx, WJ, U see HP oso qte handsum, let's ask him out for a movie..

WJ: Ok!

PL & WJ go to catch a movie with HP...

The End...

Haha... so wat do u thin of this drama???

xoxo

-CaRoL-

quarrel??

2009-08-14T21:40:00.000-07:00

2day is nt a nice day...
haha... (since its nt nice, why am i still laughing?? lol...)
went skul early 2day 4 da agm prac.. (nt prac oso la, juz discuss... cuz da guys says dun lyk da story tat girls write wan... =.=)
at last, da boys say tat they wanna change da story line...
so we ask what's tat bout lo...
it's bout wat terrorist... =.=...
cuz they say every time oso fairy tale nt sien meh...
then pang says tat da 2 script give senior see on mon then see senior choose which wan...
bt i thin da senior will call us choose ourselves...
n btw, its too bad tat we quarrel b'cuz of tis thing...
haiz...
after tat go cs wif lh, pik, kacang n qian hui...
p/s da 2nd time i go... lame...
bt 2day go there oso qte boring leh.. i thin its b'cuz mood nt tat gud... haha...
da moral more sien lo...
go tangga ayam there...
i rather stay at class...
=.=
erm... i thin tat's all 4 2day bah...
haha...
# hope they will write a nice script!! XD

Seat theng's b'dae

2009-08-09T18:06:00.000-07:00

today's seat theng's b'dae!!!

Happy birthday 2 her!!!
may all her dreams cum true...

haha...

=(

2009-08-08T03:45:00.001-07:00

juz as i was about to go tuition tat time...
i received a msg 4rm wj ...
"Bad news: last nite jasmine called, she said teacher says cant use 3D, cause de pengetua wants all da posters to be laminated... so we re gonna redo!! Grr bring one more photo on mon..."
wat???
my head went blank when i saw tis msg...
gonna REDO???
OMG...
we almost finished it n nw we nid to redo???
haiz...
=(.....

2009-08-07T20:02:00.000-07:00

went 2 skul early 2day...
cuz wanna do da sivik stuff...
haha...
our twin tower rily v creative lo...
so colourful man...
haha...
n da globe 2 put our pic...
=.=
n da flag we use kolaj to do leh...
haha...
damn cool...
bt still cant finish by 2day...
bt i guess monday we sure can finish de!!
haha...

n our ketua 4 form 2 agm is Pang Li n Kai Cong!!
congrats 2 them!!
clap clap clap...
haha...
tis time de agm is in hotel seri malaysia...
dunno where izit...
=.=

-CaRoL-

sivik class

2009-08-05T05:14:00.000-07:00

Sivik class rily qte interesting...
da teacher told us bout da sebatan...
Omg...
damn scary lo...
haha...
da 1st sebatan muz gt blood cum out de leh... n muz c da flesh too...
if didnt saw da blood... then da 1st sebatan nid to redo...
n the ppl's wound wun b bandage!!!
lol...
so pity...
n it nids 1 month 2 recover!!!
da nxt sivik calss we play a game called galak panjang at dewan...
its rily damn fun!!!
i luv da game soooo much...
haha...
XD

31/7/09... last day of July... hahaha

2009-08-05T05:08:00.000-07:00

Last fri..
during PJ class tat time...
damn fun...
cuz we play HOCKEY!!!
hahaha...
vvv fun...
super fun...
haha...
tis is da 1st time i play hockey man...
hehe...
=.=

parang...=.=

2009-07-30T17:38:00.000-07:00

today jaga dewan...
when wanna go halau tat time...
gt a form 3 malay boy take parang...
walao...
got a shock...
haha...
n today de bag damn heavy lo...
haha...
=.=

Happy Birthday 2 Leshan!!

2009-07-26T04:43:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday 2 Leshan!!
"Happy Birthday 2 u,
Happy Birthday 2 u,
Happy Birthday 2 Leshan,
Happy Birthday 2 u!!"
May all ur wishes cum true...
haha...
best frenz 4eva!!!
luv u...
XD

sorethroat...
T_T

-CaRoL-

2009-07-23T05:30:00.000-07:00

yeah!!!
exam finally finish ad!!!
hooray...
haha...
bt hor...
v scared da result...
cuz tis time last minute study...
=.=

18th of July... XD

2009-07-23T04:56:00.000-07:00

18th of July...
is a very special day...
first of all,
its Li Hui's birthday!!!
although this post seems lyk a bit late...
bt still wanna sing tis song to her...
"happy birthday 2 u,
happy birthday 2 u.
happy birthday 2 Li Hui,
Happy birthday 2 u!!"
may all ur wish cum true...
n score straight A 4 da exam...

da 2nd thing is larian sihat!!!
not many ppl cum oso...
i mean chinese gals la...
we had our senam aerobik at da field there...
tis year da a lot funnier than last year...
bt tiring too...
n all da students damn cooperate tis year lo...
all gt follow n do de...
oso nt lyk lst year...
after tat we start 2 run...
1,2,3, Go!
hahaha...
at the end, i get 11...
damn unlucly lo...
juz one more place 2 get 10 n i will gt da sijil...
lol...
bt i'm nt finding any excuses 4 myself la...

at last... n da most important thing 2day is...
my church which is wesley methodist's 44th anniversary!!!
went restaurant pekin 4 dinner...
n da performance 2day nt bad...
haha...
then go home v tired ad...
then didnt study... lol... cant finish...
btw, i lyk da key chain v much...
"behold, i will do anew thing" Isaiah 43:19
n da title for the book is nice, n nice pic in it too...
"give thanks to the Lord,
for He is good,
His love endures forever" Psalm 118:1

-CaRoL-

omg...

2009-07-15T18:28:00.000-07:00

since days i didnt cum 2 write blog ad...
haha...
kinda busy nwadays...
go 4 Hari Bendera...
monday go to SETA n uda there wif wj n pik...
bt uda there da 2 skuls oso gt ppl go b4 ad... so we cant go in...
tues go SDJ, SK(P) Bandar Tinggi, foodcourt near wisma...
wj's mum fetch us back 2 skul...
haha...
n wanna rehat tat time then go 2 da bilik bahasa there...
gotta do da oral stuff in front of da pegawai/teacher 4rm other skul...
lol...
finally over ad...
weds..
go 2 munsyi ibrahim by sitting pik's car...
ir rained in the morning...
so pasar pagi there didnt rily manage 2 collect much donations...
bt we got mangosteen...
haha...
me, wj n zhe xuan gt 4 mangosteen each...
haha...
n thx 4 Lexi's mum bread...
it's damn delicious...
haha...
then we go sri rahmat there...
bt da principal dun let us coleect donation there...
she said must got guru pengiring...
walao...
a bit crazy rite...
even nid teacher...
lol...
after tat we go SK bukit mewah there...
da teacher let us go there...
bt we must got enough flag...
sow tell her we go tmr...
T.T...
cuz tmr i nt goin...
haha...
we had our lunch at shop at munsyi..
we ate chicken rice...
it's nice...
n wj's group tabung damn heavy lo...
oso full ad...
damn pro jo...
hehe...
2day done our forum...
bt i thin our forum kinda weird...
haha...
bt dun care ad...
it's over ad...
OMG...
exam is cuming...
n i haven start 2 do revision yet...
time is running out...
hw am i goin 2 fini all those sub...
lol...

xxxxx
-CaRoL-

2009-07-07T07:31:00.000-07:00

2day when tugas tat time...
den previna told me tat wat change class stuff...
i got a shock...
then we go 2 da papan kenyataan outside da girl's toilet there n see...
gt many ppl de name lo..
bt i thi nt change class bah...
it's juz impossible...
then yk say is sth bout perpustakaan wan...
Sivik class tat time go dewan tertutup...
we learn tarian joget n zapin...
haha...
kai wei, yann haw, irfan n yan y was called by teacher 2 dance wif her on da stage...
hehe...
Irfan damn funny lo...
keep making us laugh...
haha...
even have my piano lesson 2day...
damn tired...
Zzz...

xoxo
-CaRoL-

2009-07-06T17:30:00.000-07:00

go skul early today...
2 do da Geo project 4 da presentation on thurs....
saw yk when i reach...
at bout 8 sth...
everyone reach...
then we go bilik media there n do...
haha...
use my mum's laptop...
when we finish n wanna go dewan tat time...
yk's bag bang on a vase??
then da vase fall down on da floor...
luckily iy didint break down...
only sum of da mud cum out...
hehe...
go hutan eat tat time...
linda cant finish her mee onn...
then we help her 2 finish it...
cuz if didnt finish da uncle will scold rite??
haha...
remem tat time khai wen didnt finish da uncle didnt let him go...
2day perhimpunan ends damn fast...
den v sien de lo...
dunno da teacher gt mesyuarat or wat...
then our BC class dun hav ad...
summore wanna go blok E n jaga...
they r juz like MONKEYS!!!!!!
walao...
phew...
today my BI oral over ad...
bt they say i talk 2 fast ad arh??
hmm...
bt i usually oso talk liddat...
nvm la...
nxt time i'll try 2 talk slower...
haha...
2day KH...
aiz..
dun wan say ad la...
T_T
2day moral teacher didint cum in again...
lol...
btw, 2day's zhen kuan's b'dae...
Happy Birthday!!!
haha...
jiah kee luv u...
haha...

2009-07-05T03:00:00.001-07:00

lalala...
y i soooo boring wan...
n gt a lil confusing...
i dunno hw 2 describe hw i feel nw...
lol...
v lame indeed...
BORING.....

假如，有明天

2009-07-04T20:00:00.000-07:00

我想用搅咖啡的心思，随意完成一篇文章。如果可以，希望是很慢步伐的，安静的，假如有明天。明天都会来临的不是吗？明天都会来临的，只是黑暗离席后，我透过窗帘感受到早晨的和绚；啾啾鸟鸣在耳膜里活蹦乱跳；如果白色天花板是透明的，还可以知道星星的点点被单已经换上软软的蓝天白云。另一天的鸟儿又向往哪一个冬季。唯独，唯独明天这两个单调字眼，从不出现。今天是我的明天。你的句子，有严重语病。歪着头。很疑惑。那，你的明天呢？

明天一直存在着，又好像不曾莅临。今天做得不好，所有的事情像缠了死结，团团糟，于是我们鼓舞自己，还有明天。经典的激励句——明天会更好。今天过后，你知道今天其实就是你所期待的明天吗？再不完美，你是不是再向明天许愿？太多明天，太浪费。一天比一天健忘，珍惜一点一滴消失，残酷地实践者浪费的定义。当破洞瓶子里的水滴完后，我们就变轻了，身边的东西不见了也不知不觉。假如有一天你需要抱枕来伪装安全感，却扑了个空，请不要恐慌地问为什么。因为有些东西，真的是错过了，就没有了。我还在听着，遗憾的敲门声。

最难过的事情，是抱着双膝坐在满地烛光之中，挥毫着浪漫，也倒数着黑暗。眼睁睁看着一根根被点燃的蜡烛溶化，就像目睹身边所有美好的事情渐渐变成空白，淡到看不出想看到的曾经。我尝试，向蜡烛呵口气把它吹熄。可是光芒消失后，烧焦的蜡烛线上冒出一缕长长的白烟，像是感情过后的回忆，也会在空气中散到毫无踪迹，不用几分钟。假如有明天，我希望还是伴着皑皑月光的中秋节。我依然会抱着满满五颜六色的小蜡烛，孩子气地点亮屋子的每一个角落。不同的是，这一次，我肯定会在它们熄灭之前，尽情地感受它们的光和热，然后牢牢记住它们最灿烂的一点一滴，谁都不会再愚昧地终止快乐。

不可能的。是谁说的。只要有勇气坚持到下个明天，奇迹就有可能惊喜登场。我遇见奇迹的时候，很后知后觉。从来没有期待过的事情，连幻想都嫌贪心的不浪费力气，然后，然后幸福轻轻地摸摸我的头发，对我说：“不要害怕，我来到你身边了。”它没有说过不会走，我没办法确定奇迹到底可以停留多久。可是，我真真实实的奇迹过。这就足以让希望以后以后都在我心里闪烁，不用到达努力的尽头，只要用最真的心，就可以让笑容攀上心房。或许，奇迹都是令人不安的。或许，假如有个明天。只要可以存在于混合你气息的空间，只要可以远远望到那抱不到的背影，只要你孤单的时候才想起我。我的明天，只要这样。我喜欢追在你身后跑，然后看你察觉到身后在地震时好看地偷笑。假如有明天，假如有你。我的现在和永远，就一直交错着。不想弄清楚了。

你知道吗？人与人之间的关系，贴得太紧太近，便喘不过气了。哈哈。如果向天上丢个硬币，就可以决议出爱不爱你，那我们，脱离了现实世界。巨蟹座说，距离真的是问题，只是我们都被爱情蒙蔽。我想说，距离其实真的很身不由己，千千万万公里，是从你的心到我的心。那才是，怎么也跨不过的距离。摩羯座说，我不想一直盯着他的一举一动，只是，真的很没有安全感。是吗？掌握住了那个人，却让他的心溜走了。你们，算什么。感情是两个人的世界，而想念每一天都会不间断地发生。那你，又何必焦虑？假如有明天，可不可以再简单一些？水桶里盛装的泪，是为了关不紧的水龙头，不要再这么捣蛋。

已经有太多的人，为了我的明天的放慢脚步。连自己都忘了，曾经丢碎过多少个心愿瓶。假如有明天，那就是让我成长的第二天。可以的。可以赶上成熟的步伐。有一天，会换成是我迁就你们的方向。为什么记得明天？因为我想把你们的付出都收好好，我想把坚定的信仰都带在身上，在漫长的旅程里，不管经历多苦的沧桑。假如有明天，风还会选择把遗留在秋千上的天真吹走吗？假如有明天，有人愿意让伪装把最初的纯真朴实都吞噬掉吗？没有人可以选择明天，只能在今天就开始珍惜明天。你没有说过，明天。也许就这样模模糊糊吧。至少，烈日下肩并肩的两道影子，嘴角是上扬的。只是你和我，没有看到。

2009-07-04T19:40:00.000-07:00

lalala...
damn boring nowadays...
bt ming2 ming2 gt a lot of things 2 do....
bt dun feel lyk doin it...
n juz damn boring...
haha...

nice song

2009-07-04T05:36:00.000-07:00

CRUSH-David Archuleta
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
it was a rush, what a rush?
Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me,
just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized,
so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think
when you're all alone
All that we can be,
where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?
Do you catch a breath
when I look at you?
Are you holding back
like the way I do??
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl?
Are we just friends? Is there more?
Is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take?
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever!
Do you ever think
when you're all alone
All that we could be,
where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?
Do you catch a breath
when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do??
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think
when you're all alone
All that we could be,
where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?
Do you catch a breath
when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do??
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay
This crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going awayGoing away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

掩饰

2009-07-04T04:22:00.000-07:00

自从你离开以后，我总是被沉沉的失落重重地包围着。

应该开心的时候，我感觉不到什么是快乐。应该难过的时候，自己却一滴泪都流不出来。

我害怕这样的自己。

于是，我开始掩饰。

我用微笑掩饰寂寞。我用微笑掩饰无助。我用微笑掩饰痛苦。我用微笑掩饰我的掩饰。

每一次扬起嘴角，都找不到原本真心的弧度是怎样的。

久而久之，我发觉，在掩饰的同时，我失去了自己。

掩饰的时候，自己总会这样想：

笑一笑，事情很快就过去了，接着又是一片晴空万里。

可是日子一久，自己却发觉，很多事情，不是装作若无其事就可以当作不曾发生。

有些伤痕可随便贴个OK绷就可以痊愈了，但是有些伤痕或许一辈子都会痛，因为那些伤痕已经住进心里了。

我一直以为我已经看透，但是每当听见关于你的消息，我就会刻意用不当一回事的表情来掩饰，掩饰自己认为已经放掉的思念。

掩饰自己承担不起的介意。

我们终于遇见了。

不，应该是说，我遇见了你。在那间我们常去的咖啡馆。

我也避开你了。

原来我还是没有勇气笑着和你说：“嗨！”

感觉上你好像比以前更开朗了，笑容还是和以前一样灿烂。你的鼻梁上多了一副无框眼镜，你本来就是一个很斯文的人，多了这副眼镜，让你整个人看起来非常有文学气息。

现在的你，还是喜欢看村上春树和听蔡健雅吗？

那副眼镜，真的很适合你。你的笑容，还是那么好看。

或许你没变，改变的人，是我。

我变得不敢再向前，选择站在原地看着你开心的模样。

我们不永远，好吗

2009-07-04T03:33:00.000-07:00

思绪倒流，用尽理智，我还是忘记了。信誓旦旦说不相信爱情的话，像星子牢牢挂在天空般还回荡在心间，爱情是世上最容易变迁的东西，零点零零一的可信度都没有。没有。

那零点零零零零零一呢？还可以吗。你问我。

人家说雄性动物的感情比羽毛还薄，比萝卜的心还要花，直到都看不出心的美好形状了。而且，他们都不用上面思考。我印证着，我相信的。却假装不了感受不到。你有一颗，比谁都温柔的心。你的世界里没有你，只有我们。我藏起心跳说亲爱的，那不是爱情。你改编后丢给我的附加版里，编辑着永恒闪闪发亮。要怎么不承认，你说的每一句话都幸福着我呢？

只要你说的话幸福着我，那就够了。也许我不必用力记得，要怎么向你确定我爱你的。

我是一只一百六十三公分的鸵鸟，居住在不相信爱的国度里，爱着你。比身处于冥王星还可以呼吸更不可思议。永远对我来说，是看不透怎么也不可能理解的古怪字眼。它也许很唯美，但现实是真实的。

定下来的以后，说好的未来，回依着我们计划进行。才怪。

我看不见身边的分离，我听不见歌曲里告别的句子。

两个人的心可以因为爱情，而依偎在一起。那爱情为什么不可以让一颗心飞走，就在很眷恋很眷恋的那一瞬间。生老病死发生在每个人身上，你和我都不是神仙。请你原谅我，把永远变成一种伤害。

炫耀着你在我身边的每一个雨天，就是我的永远。不说永远的永远，就是我的爱情。我的爱情里面，没有永远，只有你。

HaRi KoKo...

2009-07-04T02:50:00.000-07:00

woke up damn early 2day...
n kinda nervous 2day...
cuz 2day is a v special day...
2 me la...
we trained so long 4 kawad b4 this...
sum of us even quarrelled wif our parents juz 2 go 4 da kawad prac...
but... at last...
this day has come...
tat's HARI KOKO!!!
reach skul at 6.35 liddat 2day...
then i saw li xin...
luckily saw her...
or else i'll be damn sesat...
haha...
n thx 4 helpin me 2 bun my hair yeah...
oso thx li xin 4 trainin us kawad 4 so long...
li hui's leg v pain 2day...
she cried when she reach...
v pity...
after tat we gals went 2 toilet...
put on big net n headgear...
btw, wanna thx liyin 4 her big net!! =)
then we kumpul...
we prac da uniform check 4 a few times...
then we went 2 kantin...
btw, i seriously thin da kai cong is a bit pity...
after all, he trained so hard 4 da kawad...
bt he is reserved...
but dun giv up k?
al least i thin ur kawad is nt bad...
it's juz tat it's enough ppl ad...
we go 2 da 2 da car park there...
we have our undian...
there r 7 groups altogether...
n we got num 4!!
it's da middle!!!
haha
we sang st john song b4 goin 4 da comp...
damn nervous seh...
da comp begins!!!!
then we start our kawad...
wow...
damn fast...
i thin few mins only da whole format...
nt bad actually...
=.=...
at least we done our best rite??
after tat go n change 2 rajamuda shirt...
then i go n take our food wif pang li...
haha...
n help wj 2 take her food...
after tat go n change back 2 st.john full u again...
it's prize giving ceremony...
4th is kadet polis...
3rd is KRS...
2nd is pengakap...
n da 1st is SJAM SSI!!!
haha...
big clap 4 all of us...
yeah!!!
we done it!!!
thx all da seniors 4 training us too!!!
2day hari koko damn fun la...
haha...

xoxo
-CaRoL-

她是我最要好的朋友

2009-07-03T07:05:00.000-07:00

有这样一个真实的故事，故事发生在越南的一个孤儿院里，当时正值美国入侵越南。由于飞机的狂轰滥炸，一颗炸弹被扔进了这个孤儿院，几个孩子和一位工作人员被炸死了。还有几个孩子受了伤，其中有一个小女孩流了许多血，伤得很重！

幸运的是，不久后医疗小姐来到了这里，小组只有两个人。一个女医生，一个女护士。

女医生很快进行了急救，但小女孩却出了一点问题，因为小女孩流了很多血，需要输血，但是她们带来的不多的医疗用品中没有可供使用的血浆。于是，医生决定就地取材，她给在场的所有人验了血，终于发现有几个孩子的血型和这个小女孩是一样的。可是，问题出现了，因为那个医生和护士都只会说一点点的越南语和英语，而在场的孤儿院的工作人员和孩子们只听得懂越南语。

于是，女医生尽量用自己仅有的一点越南语加上一大堆的手势告诉那几个孩子，“你们的朋友伤得很重，她需要血，需要你们给她输血！”

终于，孩子们点了点头，好像听懂了，但眼里却藏着一丝恐惧！

孩子们每人吭声，没人举手表示自己愿意献血！女医生没有料到会是这样的结局！一下子愣住了，为什么他们不肯献血来救自己的朋友呢？难道刚才他们说的话他们没听懂吗？

忽然，一只小手慢慢地举了上来，但是刚刚举到一半却又放下了，好一会儿又举了起来，再也没有放下！

医生很高兴，马上把那个小男孩带到临时的手术室，让他躺在床上。小男孩僵直着躺在床上，看着针管慢慢地插入自己细小的胳膊，看着自己的血液一点点的被抽走！眼泪不知不觉地顺着脸颊流了下来。

医生紧张地问是不是针管弄疼了他，他摇了摇头，但是眼泪还是没有止住。医生开始一点儿慌了，以为她总觉得有什么地方肯定弄错了，但到底在哪呢？针管是不可能弄伤这个孩子的呀！

关键的时候，一个越南的护士感到了这个孤儿院。女医生把情况告诉了越南护士。越南护士低下身子，和床上的孩子交谈一下，不久后，孩子竟然破涕为笑。

原来那些孩子都误解了女医生的话，以为她要抽光一个人的血去救那个小女孩。一想到不久以后就要死了，所以小男孩才哭了出来！医生终于明白为什么刚才为什么没有人愿意出来献血了！但她又有一件事不明白了，“既然以为献过血之后就要死了，为什么他还自愿出来献血呢？”医生问越南护士。

于是越南护士用越南语问了一下小男孩，小男孩不假思索就回答了。回答很简单，只有几个字，但却感动了在场的所有人。

他说：“因为她是我最要好的朋友！”

=.=

2009-07-03T06:18:00.000-07:00

haiz...
2day seems lyk v boring...
n i seem lyk nt v gud mood 2day...
i oso dunno why...
arghh...
who wanna help me...
=.=

last day b4 hari koko

2009-07-03T06:07:00.000-07:00

2day went 4 kawad...
last day trainin b4 hari koko comp ad...
although 2day kawad till damn tired n a bit dizzy...
bt its fun oso...
btw, hope tat i can straighten my right arm tmr...
n jeling kanan...
n lots...
hope i wont dai4 sai4 them tmr...
btw, thx seniors 4 teachin us soo many things...
thx! =)
n thx tien ein 4 helping 2 borrow da buk...
2day kawad ad go change shirt damn rush lo...
haha...
so kelam kabut...
n i wear my Pj shirt inside my uniform...
hehe>.<
damn hot lo...
Bm teacher gave us da coupon...
rehat tugas tat time...
damn......
those 2 bk guys hor...
called so many times ad only wanna go rehat...
lol...
geo gotta do presentation again...
then PJ no teacher again...
then zi4 you2 huo2 dong4...
den moral tat teacher call us to take our bag 2 dewan...
she say she gt her own things 2 do...
lame!!!
then we xu1 du4 guang1 yin1 liddat lo....
btw, tmr hari koko ad...
hope we can do our best n win da comp bah...
gud luck 2 all of us!!
we r da best!!!
haha...
lol...

xoxo
-CaRoL-

XD

2009-07-02T05:58:00.000-07:00

go kawad 2day...
damn tired...
gt a lot zhuang4 kuang4 2day...
wj stomachache...
lyk wanna vomit...
then yen yin stomachache...
her face turns all red...
ren jie sprained his leg...
2day damn fun...
haha...
cuz f1 orientation...
den they kept wanting 2 take signatures 4rm us...
bt sum of them write wrong my name...
haiz...
2day kh class tat time memotong kayu!!!
haha...
a bit scary bt damn fun...
haha...
gt a bit confusing...
dunno hw am i supposed 2 do wif da kayu...
haha...
2day science didnt do anythin..
cuz teacher say after 10 mins then pengawas nid go rehat dy...
memorize da oral when rehat tat time...
bt BI class tat time...
my name was nt called...
lol...
den nxt wek still gotta memorize...
lame...
geo class tat time teacher damn fierce lo...
wj, dun cry la... nt ur fault oso...
go back tat time...
me n yk wait n wait at da stairs there...
den siew fen they all still haven cum down...
they kena tahan by 'BI' teacher ad...
dunno tis is da hw many time ad...
haha...

xoxo
-CaRoL-

lol...

2009-07-02T05:46:00.000-07:00

2day havin science class...
when we wanna do experiment tat time...
rakesh n wong came in...
then teacher said tat da dentist wanna jumpa sum of da students...
one of da names is wj!!!
lol...
so pity...
haha...
den we do our experiment...
we boil da water...
den when it reaches da boiling point which is 100 degrees...
then we put is sum salt...
haha...
den da boiling point increases lo...
at last we put in a lot of salts...
haha...
den da temperature goes up nearly 110 degrees...
after science is bc class...
yeah!!!
long time dun hav bc class ad...
haha...
but v dissappointed 2day...
cuz pn ong wanna do her own work...
den we go back to 2 cs...
there goes our bc class...
haiz...

==
CaRoL

寻找梦中翡翠森林

2009-07-01T20:03:00.000-07:00

朋友是一种相助。
风雨人生路，
朋友能为你挡风寒，
为你分忧愁，
为你解除痛苦和困难，
朋友时时会伸出友谊之手。
她是你登高时的一把扶梯，
是你受伤时的一剂良药，
是你饥渴时的一碗白水，
是你过河时的一叶扁舟；
他是金钱买不来，
命令下不到的，
只有真心才能换来的最可贵、
最真实的东西。

如果没有遇见你

2009-07-01T19:11:00.000-07:00

有一种声音叫哭泣
有一种感觉叫伤痛
有一种思念叫沉默
有一种爱叫做友情
擦拭去感动的泪水
让微笑藏在泪光里

30/6/09

2009-06-30T18:09:00.000-07:00

last day of June...
haha...
2day Bm class tat time teacher giv us fill in da form 4 PMR wan...
den after tat teacher told us bout da lisan 4 group wan...
1 group 4 ppl...
n 15 mins 4 each group...
of cuz i same group wif yk, wj n pik...
haha...
dunno wat tajuk wanna use yet...
after rehat...
we(pengawas) kumpul at dewan...
den Pn Wizana told us tat da F1 orientation has started...
they r suppose to take our signatures...
den we can onli ask them 3 ques...
lol...
walao...
2day BI oral...
many ppl oso haven hafal it yet...
yk n wj damn pity...
gt called by teacher 2day...
den sivik class tat time teacher call us to write da alat tradisional...
den write sth bout it...
me n yk haven write yet..
den we wanna go out...
bt kena tahan... lame...
den juz write sth lo...
damn lame...
den go out 4rm class tat time...
saw sy chasing derrik lik wanna giv him lollipop liddat...
haha...
sy is so brave...
big clap 4 her...
=)

沙漠中的友情

2009-06-29T19:15:00.000-07:00

阿拉伯传说有两个朋友在沙漠中旅行，在旅途中的某天他们吵架了，一个还给了另外一个一记耳光。被打的觉得受辱，一言不语，在沙子上写下：“今天我的好朋友打了我一个巴掌。”

他们继续往前走。直到了沃野，他们决定停下。被打巴掌的那位差点淹死，幸好被朋友就起来了。被救起后，他拿了一把小剑在石头上刻了：“今天我的好朋友救了我一命。”

一旁好奇的朋友问到：“为什么我打了你以后你要写在沙子上，而现在要刻在石头上呢？”

另一个笑着回答说：“当被一个朋友伤害时，要写在易忘的地方，风会负责抹去它；相反的，如果被帮助，我们要把它刻在心里的深处，那里任何风都不能抹掉它。”

朋友间相处，伤害往往是无心的，帮助却是真心的，忘记那些无心的伤害，铭记那些对你的真心帮助，你会发现这世上你有很多真心的朋友。

人生难得一个知己

2009-06-29T07:57:00.000-07:00

人生难得一知己，
千古知音难觅。
如果说友谊是一颗常青树，
那么，
浇灌它的必定是出自心田的清泉；
如果说友谊是一朵开不败的鲜花，
那么，
照耀它的必定是从心中升起的太阳。
握着朋友的手，
走过的岁月，
用爱和微笑，
让他感受你的关怀.........

我是谁的一滴眼泪

2009-06-29T07:46:00.000-07:00

朋友是一种默契。
朋友就是彼此一种心灵的感应，
是一种心照不宣的感悟。
你的举手投足、
一言一行，
哪怕是一个眼神、
一个动作、
一个背影、
一个回眸，
朋友都会心领神会，
不需要彼此的解释，
不需要多言，
不需要废话，
不需要张扬，
都会心心相印的。
那是一种最温柔、
最畅快、
最美好的意境。

那个先偷走苹果的人

2009-06-29T06:49:00.000-07:00

从前有两个情同手足生死与共的朋友，尽管生活潦倒，居无定所，可是他们相互扶持，不分彼此。

上帝不相信时间有这样一份牢不可破的友情，便设计考验他们。

有一次这两个人在穿过一片沙漠时，水尽粮绝，陷入了死亡的边缘。这时上帝指引他们说：“前方有一棵苹果树，上面长了两个苹果，吃了小的能解燃眉之渴；吃了大的才可以给你足够的力量走出沙漠和死亡。”

天色暗了，他们却一直争辩不休，谁也不肯吃那个大苹果，这样一直僵持到深夜，他们依偎着睡着了。

第二天，天刚放亮，其中一个人醒来，发现他的朋友不见了。

他将信将疑地朝前方的果树走去，果不其然，果树上只剩下一个小小的果子。他顿时心灰意冷，绝望地摘下果子，茫然无助地朝前方走去。

走出不远，他发现他的朋友晕倒在地上，手里还紧握一个苹果——那个苹果比他手中的小了整整一圈。

那个先偷走苹果的人，他的名字叫朋友。

happy birthday 2 kenneth!!!

2009-06-29T05:10:00.000-07:00

3,2,1...

happy birthday 2 u,
happy birthday 2 u,
happy birthday 2 kenneth,
happy birthday 2 u!!!

selamat hari jadi,
selamat hari jadi,
selamat hari jadi,
selamat hari jadi!!

祝你生日快乐，
祝你生日快乐，
祝你生日快乐，
祝你生日快乐。

these 3 songs 4 ur present can??
cuz onli get to knw ytd 2day ur b'dae...
so didnt prepare anythin 4 u...
haha...
anyway,
enjoy ur b'dae yeah...
frenz 4eva!!!

有一种思念叫沉默

2009-06-29T04:55:00.000-07:00

朋友是一种思念。
朋友是彼此的牵挂，
彼此的思念，
彼此的关心，
彼此的依靠。
思念就像是一条不尽的河流，
像一片温柔轻拂的流云，
像一朵幽香阵阵的花蕊，
像一曲余音袅袅的洞箫。
她有时也是一种淡淡的回忆、
淡淡的品茗、
淡淡的共鸣。

kawad =)

2009-06-29T04:49:00.001-07:00

went kawad tis morning...
damn tired...
2day kawad till half way tat time leg damn pain...
bt i still carry on...
haha...
big clap 4 myself... childish rite?
lol...
2day we go kawad on da road...
den kawad till half way...
wj step my shoe...
den da whole shoe cum out...
nvm la...
bt da thin is my shoe came out ad bt i dunno...
i continue walking...
bt heard wj sayin sry then onli i knw my shoe came out...
diu1 lian3 lo...
da 1st time i kawad stop down wearing my shoe leh...
haha...
btw, 2day rily learnt a lot...
thx all da seniors ya...
n thx wj 4 her water!!!
2day go eat Mc Donald...
haha...
yummy yummy...
den go home ad lian4 qin2 lo...
although my eyes seem lyk v sleepy...
bt no other choice la...
afterward gt class...
haiz...
tmr gotta go skul study liao...
tired...

你我若只如初相逢

2009-06-28T05:57:00.001-07:00

真正的朋友，
其实无所谓远近，
其实无所谓性别。
也许他身在咫尺，
也许他远在天涯，
只要彼此相拥，
彼相关照，
这份相知、相思、相助、相契、
就是人间最温柔、最畅快、最美好的境界，
就是人间最真挚的感动。
相遇是一种缘，
相知更是一种缘,
缘乃天定，份在人为。
缘起而聚，缘尽而散，放手才是真爱！
有一种爱，它的名字就叫放手！

有一种思念不是爱情

2009-06-28T04:20:00.000-07:00

有一个女孩失恋了，她伤得很深很深，觉得整个世界都抛弃了她，甚至想到了死。她发誓这辈子再也不谈恋爱了。她把这个消息告诉了一个男孩，于是男孩开始不断的安慰她，鼓励她，每天编好玩的短信逗她开心，就这样，女孩渐渐从痛苦中恢复过来，又变得和往日般活泼可爱。

忽然有一天，女孩没有收到他发来的短信，心里有一种莫名的失落和不安。她问自己，是不是喜欢上了这个男孩。她想起了自己的誓言，开始努力强迫自己不要去想他，但男孩的影子总是若隐若现的在脑海里飘来飘去。她觉得这种思念怪怪的，和原来恋爱时的感觉不一样：当她恋爱时，那种思念就像火一样炽烈，不断的燃烧着，吞噬着自己的一切，占据了自己全部的灵魂，除了思念再也不能做任何事了；而现在呢，她说不清，她从未感到还有这样一种思念是淡淡的，有点虚无但又无所不在，不需要付出什么却总能感到一种温情，就像在房间的角落里摆上了一束百合，淡淡的幽香弥散了整个房间，却又不会让你刻意地去想，让你感到不自在。

女孩决心要弄明白。一天，男孩给她打电话问她最近过得开心么。聊着聊着，她突然问这个男孩为什么没有女朋友，要不要帮他介绍一个。她问的时候心跳得很快，但又装出一副开玩笑的口气。男孩说好啊好啊。她不知道哪来的勇气，突然说那就考虑一下我吧。电话那端沉默了好久，女孩觉得自己太冲动了，预感到自己好像要毁掉什么似的。男孩终于开口了，说我们还是像这样做朋友的好。她不甘心，又问为什么呢？你不喜欢我什么地方？又是好久的沉默，然后，男孩用一种缓慢的口气，好像要让每个字都沉入女孩的心里似的，说：“我担心，如果以后你再失恋了，会没有人再来安慰你了。”

眼泪止不住的流下来了，女孩终于明白了，有一种思念不是爱情。

有一种思念不是爱情：这种思念是平和的，是温馨的，是不掺任何杂念的，没有任何专属味道，没有任何占有的意念。

女孩突然想起男孩说过，这个世界只有三种颜色，红色，蓝色和绿色：红色是冲动，是激情，是毁灭一切的力量；蓝色是忧郁，是深刻，是深沦一切的力量；绿色是平和，是安逸，是抚慰一切的力量；经过红色的爱情，蓝色的失恋，那么绿色的思念就是你最好的心灵鸡汤。

爱情的时间是多久，几个星期，几个月，还是几年？但不管多久，爱情总是会过期的。而这种思念呢，永远也不会过期。

超越了爱情和友情的感情，就是这种思念。

找一处心灵的港湾，你可以放心的去停泊。

找一个心灵的守护天使，永远不会迷失自我。

当你找到了，你就是世界最幸福的人。

10 commandments...

2009-06-28T03:24:00.001-07:00

ring....
da clock rings...
den i open my eyes...
lame...
den i blur blur liddat...
thought 2day is sat at 1st...
den wanna 2 continue sleep...
finally remem 2day is sun...
gt tuition...
haiz...
damn tired lo...
tuition tat time qte sien lo...
summore nid 2 teach da ppl b'side u 2 do da math wan lo...
after tat go church...
2day gt sum ppl didnt go...
2day they prac da mime 4 anniversary 2day...
haha...
i didnt join...
cuz i dont thin i'm gud at acting...
lol...
2day we learn da 10 commandments...
actually learn b4 when small tat time ad...
bt nw learn more details la...
mayb sum of u dunno da 10 commandments...
cannot dunno leh...
v important...
the ten commandments can be found in da bible in da buk exodus...
let me tell u da 10 commandments...
1. Do not have other gods besides Me
2. Do not make an idol 4 urself
3. DO not misuse the name of the Lord your God
4. Remenber to dedicate the Sabbath day
5. Honour your father and your mother
6. Do not murder
7. Do not commit adultery
8. Do not steal
9. Do not give false testimony
10. Do not covet..
it's kinda hard 2 follow these 10 commandments...
muz try la...
haha...
2day heard tat sara they all go tuition tat day...
gt sumone wanna robbed them...
they ran into da hse (tuition wan)
then da 2 guy bang on da door...
they screamed loudly...
at last, dat 2 guys ran away...
phew...
hopefully God is wif them...
2day after da BM tuition...
they all went home ad...
i'm da 2nd last 2 go back...
da tuition ends at 5pm...
den my dad 5.20 only cum...
lol...
hahaz...
i thin i end here...
tmr goin kawad...
hope can do my best haha...
n can play da piano well tmr piano lesson tat time...
hehe...

-CaRoL-

3 days... hahaz...

2009-06-27T04:48:00.000-07:00

Thursday...(25/6/09)
2day after perhimpunan heard da teacher says form 2 n 3 pengawas tunggu slps perhimpunan..
then...
the AJK says we gonna take our pengawas photo 2day...
then we stand under da sun i thin almost bout half an hour lo...
den v lame lo...
i thin we onli took 2 photos altogether...
dunno use hw many seconds only...
haha...
go back class tat time teacher still haven reach...
gt all da teachers gt mesyuarat...
den afterward...
KH calss!!!
horray...
can do kerja kayu lo...
we go bengkel...
den teacher say she relief our sej class...
den we can do kerja kayu tat time...
haha...
bt damn headache...
cuz i struggling hw 2 measure da kayu so tat i hav enough...
haha...
den we hav our geo class...
we r supposing to do our pembentangan 2day... bour pencemaran sungai de...
den we go chou1 qian1...
our group Linda go...
den we gt num 7!!!
haha...
my favourite num!!!!
summore we r da last group...
haha...
bt at last we also finish our pembentangan 2day la...
qte many of them nid 2 redo liddat leh...
phew...
luckily... teacher say our group wan nt bad...
bt there goes our time...
cant do kerja kayu ad...
aiz...
then after tat, en.shakir cum our class...
i tot gt wat spot check...
haha...
bt he juz giving out da paper tat says tat our parents no nid go 4 da hari terbuka...
my class 7 ppl nid go...
2 bk only 2 ppl nid to go onli...
so clever dey all...
haha...

Friday...(26/6/09)
2day go 4 kawad prac...
kawad damn tired today...
kept pusing pusing pusing...
senior they all de speed damn fast...
haha...
hope i can catch up...
den i vry dao3 mei2 lo...
ke belakang pusing tat time...
i thin i sprained my leg...
damn pain...
bt i still continue to kawad...
bt more unlucky...
tat time senior giv us do tukar langkah..
damn fast...
den my right leg seem lyk gt a bit slow down...
cuz damn pain...
after a few rounds...
we henti...
den wj accompany me to tell senior tat my leg v pain...
den i go rest in front of st.john room...
haiz...
y i so useless wan...
kawad oso can sprain my leg...
hope da pain will go away...
rily hope can join da hari koko kawad...
den after perhimpunan teachers they all go mesyuarat...
den we(pengawas) r called to go n jaga da class...
i go form 1 there...
walao...
they so noisy n oso didnt listen to us wan...
wat a headache...
2day gt Pj...
bt our pj teacher didnt cum...
den gt teacher call us to help take all those chairs n susun it at dewan 4 hari terbuka tmr...
take take take...
finally finish it...
den after tat da boys they all go play basket ball at gelanggang there...
den we girls go see lo...
haha...
when we wanna go back tat time...
li cong suddenly sit on da floor...
seem like jatuh...
den we go over n c...
he say he cant stand up...
den they all even perform transportation...
haha...
bt at last he manageto stand up la...
den moral class..
we lik usually do our own things...
talking wif friends...
haha...
bt 2day Linda didnt cum...
heard tatshe's sick...
hope she gt well soon...

Saturday... (27/6/09)
2day is sat...
bt still nid go skul...
cuz hari ganti...
haha...
2day went skul early 2day...
cuz afterward gt kawad...
n today oso hari terbuka...
saw many parents came 2day...
haha...
today kawad prac starts at12.30...
den kawad kawad...
it was ok at da 1st...
bt after bout1 hour...
my leg starting to pain...
haiz...
den i rest lo...
so useless lo me...
hope my leg can gt better b4 mon...
i dun wanna 2 giv up!!!
i muz do my best...
haha...
2day our class 10 ppl didnt cum lo...
lame...
2 bk only 2 gals cum onli...
haha...
2day Pj we zi4 you2 huo2 dong4...
haha...
we go monkey bar there...
moral class tat time vry few ppl only lo...
boys they all go PK...
btw, happy birthday 2 ler yi!!!
"Happy birthday 2 u,
happy birthday 2 u,
happy bithday 2 ler yi,
happy birthday 2 u!!"

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
-CaRoL-

XD

2009-06-24T18:11:00.001-07:00

ytd go skul tat time...
wow!!!
almost everyone is wearing full u wor...
haha....
bt hor... today didnt check wor...
haha...
den is Science class.. nid go lab...
after taking my bag 4rm pengawas room, siew fen talked to me...
then i almost wanna go up Blok D ad...
then suddenly remem tat i walk da wrong way...
haha...
so blurrr...
Bc class tat time...
teacher gave us da photostat de karangan( exam wan)
gt liyu, me(i oso dunno y gt mine, so lousy oso), wj, poh yee, pik, yk...
they all rily write v well lo...
wj wan damn cute lo... "hai, my name is pang li, u??"
wj oso laugh until cant read out tis sentence...
lol...
seni tat time...
they say teacher didnt cum...
then hor we all damn happy lo...
bt she gt cum wor..
so dissapointed...
haha...
hari koko nxt wek mah...
they all nw kept calling ppl to buy things...
yk n wj lo...
ps i oso gt help wj larh...
haha...
damn fun...

kawad...

2009-06-23T08:27:00.000-07:00

2day went 4 kawad...
8-11am...
luckily today at dewan... nt gelanggang...
haha...
we started by static turn...
turn turn turn...
then senior cum...
then say why we didn't warm up wan...
den nid to run padang 4 2 rounds...
lol...
qte tired....
den cum back continue kawad...
kawad kawad kawad...
then tan ask us who is tired??
then nobody dare say it...
almost ask 4 3 times...
oso nobody dare say...
lol...
and den kawad till half way tat time gt a shock...
cuz lisa suddenly call me... den i thought i did sth wrong...
yuan2 lai2 is call me lend my tie...
phew...
then continue kawad...
today i learnt hw 2 kiri belok...
qte fun yea...
then i remem kawad tat time my shoe drop... =.=!!!
kept belakang pusing....
@.@...
leg damn suan1 lo...
haha...
we done 120 belakang pusing!!!
haha...
den kawad finished...
get to know tat hari terbuka only those who gt 2.0 n above de parent nid cum onli...
haha...
den my class 7 ppl nid cum... 2 bk 2 ppl nid cum only... WOW!!!
today science tat time do experiment...
teacher says tat other class gt ppl use forcep to take da beaker...
haha...
den da beaker rosak lo...
den when our class do experiment tat time...
one of them their test tube po4 dong4...
lol...
n finally changed my msn password...
cuz i thin sumone hack my account...
haha
still struggling whether tmr wanna wear full u or pengawas uniform...
=.=...
looking forward tmr... cuz gt bc class n can do da kerja kayu...
=)

xoxo
-C@RoL-
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

^^

2009-06-22T07:17:00.000-07:00

2day went to skul...
nth happened...
juz wait 4 da bus like usually...
but...
at bus tat time...
i suddenly remember sth that is rily damn important!!!
tat is my diary!!!
today mon leh...
gt perhimpunan rasmi summore...
y i so blurr wan...
2day uncle even change his strategy...
at seta tat time call us to sit another bus go skul...
tat is yan ke's bus...
haha...
luckily i manage to get a diary...
phew...
after perhimpunan is bc class!!
but hor...
no bc class again...
cuz da teacher havin wat mesyuarat again...
walao...
y always "makan" our bc class on mon de...
den...
after recess...
kh we go bengkel...
teacher gave us da kayu...
wow...
sure a lot of fun wan...
lookin forward weds... cuz can do da kerja kayu...
but nw struggling hw 2 draw those 3 lakaran...
haha...
den moral calss tat time hor...
kevin go n take my sej folio 4rm p.yang table!!!
walao...
den i thin almost all da guys in 2 bijak saw my folio ad... lol...
i rily hope tat my folio is nw safely in da teacher's hand...
if sth happen to it then i rily die la...
haha...
tmr gt kawad prac...
scare scare leh...
scare cant tahan...
haha...
cuz i so lousy wan...

xoxo
CaRoL^^

busy...

2009-06-20T06:47:00.000-07:00

2day went tuition...
2day sit taxi go tuition man...
damn funny rite...
haha...
apa boleh buat?
oso no transport...
haha....
i reach v early today lo...
around 12.45 then reach ad...
then after tat cheng ying oso reach...
then wj reach...
wj damn cute lo.. bring shier here to change...
then she change ad ms.chee even called her.. "wan jing.... cum here..."
ms chee damn care bout her toilet lo...
then tuiton starts...
2day she teach geometrical construction...
damn a lot ppl didnt bring compasses...
luckily i bring... hehe
walao... write da moral essay till crazy...
cuz i dunno wanna write wat...
bt al last manage to finish it... phew...
bt still gt lots hwk...
haha...
aiya...
dun say ad la...
gotta go n do hwk ad...
bye!!!

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haha...

2009-06-19T20:47:00.000-07:00

ytd mornin go kawad...
damn tiring...
bt very fun oso...
after da kawad we (me, wj n lh) go hutan n drank 3 cups of water...
haha...
den after tat went to library to do da nilam...
lame...
wan jing they all go meeting lo...
wj damn pity la...
stil nid to collect our class ppl de IC...
saw her walking her n there...
today PJ tat time hor...
tat teacher nid 2 run da padang...
!!!
damn tired ad leh... cuz kawad till jiao2 ruan2...
but at least can finish da 4 rounds n get A...
btw, wj, sowie ya... didnt rily wait 4 u...
2day moral class tat time...
tat teacher call us write wat essay after readin da dead man in pyjamas...
lame... even said not less tat 200 words...
btw, tis time da essay many ppl write very well leh...
damn pro la they all...
li yu wan v touchin seh... (she is rily v pro)
wj, pik n yk wan oso v gud...
2day gt kawad trainin...
bt i dun hav transport...
so cant go...
wj pity lo...
cuz lh oso cant go...
jia1 you2 arh... wj... =)
btw, da position in our class cum out ad...
yan yi 1st, jasmine 2nd, yk 3rd, wj 4th... (they all damn pro rite? always full As wan...)

xoxo
-CaRoL-

1st day back to skul after 2 weeks hols... =(

2009-06-15T07:54:00.000-07:00

haiz...
today 1st day go skul...
i mean after da 2 weeks hols larh...
2day hor...
da bus lewat...
reach skul tat time they already singing da bahasa jiwa bangsa ad...
n i thin i still gt a bit fever...
gt a bit blurr blurr liddat...
when i wan go n take my bag tat time...
ming lu called me...
then he throw my rajamuda shirt 4rm da block E...
and then my shirt drop on da grass...
!!!
suan4 liao2 la...
then...
da teachers have mesyuarat after da perhimpunan...
so...
there goes our bc class...
durin da time,
i did my theory.... (st. john theory test wan)
wan jing gave me my gayung....
cuz tat day wei shan took it home...
then sivik class...
pn. ermaizani is back!!
haha...
she teach us bout da tarian wan...
then...
she says tmr wanna teach us to dance da tarian joget at dewan tmr!!!
OMG!!!
haha... qte interesting izit??
argh...
BI class...
haiz haiz haiz...
sob sob...
=( =( =(
i saw teacher's paper...
my BI 2 more marks to A...
haiz...
i oso dun knw why...
i cried...
i rily tried not to cry...
bt i rily dunno y i rily cant stop my tears...
.............................................................................................
then kh...
i knw i get b ad lo...
then moral class...
teacher say out our marks...
phew...
at least i didnt get B for that...
she oso gave us papers to read...
sum sort of story...
"da mystery finally solved"
hehe...
my half u was wif zhen kuan..
yuan2 lai2 he took it...
i thought missing...
hehe...
then da last sub 4 2day...
math...
wow!!!
i got all right 4 my paper 2...
bt...
i got 3 ques wrong 4 my paper 1...
stupid rite...
then lyk usual lo...
go home...
today sit bus...
actually sit bus tat time still qte sad de....
bt i'll try not to thin bout it...
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
damn a lot of hwk lo...
sej folio, bm......
jia you!!!
i can finish de...
okay...
i thin i stop here...
btw, thx siew fen 4 da neklace ya... =)

=)

2009-06-12T18:14:00.000-07:00

hey hey!!!
st.john annual camping finish ad...
haha...
it was rily very fun la...
hmm...
kinda busy nw...
got lots of hwk to do...
so i thin i'll tell u bout da camping on monday k??
haha...
btw, happy birthday to pik huei!!!
n congrates to ylk 4 getting best ketua, best theory, most spirited group
wan jing best qm
pl best num 2...
wei shan best num 4
congrates!!!
haha

!!!

2009-06-03T04:54:00.000-07:00

juz get to know tat...
senior has put peng yun n viknesh to my group!!!
lol...
nvm la...
bt dunno tat viknesh is goin a nt lo...
suan4 liao2 la...

st.john prac...

2009-06-03T04:46:00.000-07:00

hmm...
today go to skul 4 st.john prac again...
told senior tat my group gt 4 ppl only...
bt senior didnt dismiss or gabung my group wif another group...
senior say will add in sum ahli to my group...
haiz...
i actually felt lyk cryin tat vry moment...
what if those ahli oso dun wan go camping??
if 4 ppl, short case n kawad still ok la...
bt tepukan, cogan kata n dancing sure die wan lo...
haha...
nvm la...
let's juz try our best bah...
after tat, at about 3 sth liddat,wan jing's group prac short case...
their group damn cute lo...
kept laughing when doin case...
haha
even call me help them to take triangular bandage...
lame!!
pang li's group oso gt do short case...
their group damn cool...
haha
especially lee kee n pang li...
pang li rily v rajin leh...
i bet their group will win...
haha
anyway, all da best to all da groups la...
gud luck to all of u!!!
XD
looking forward tmr...
cuz wei shann is goin to teach us dancing...
haha

...

2009-06-01T05:06:00.000-07:00

haha...
today is yang quan n jian wei's b'dae leh!!!
happy birthday to them yea...
"happy birthday to u,
happy bithday to u,
happy bithday to yang quan n jian wei,
happy birthday to u"
haha...
i knw v lame k...
btw, nid to say sry to zhen kuan oso la...
today nt gu4 yi4 laugh at u kawad wan...
rily sry leh...
XD

=)

2009-05-31T23:49:00.000-07:00

2day went to skul 4 st.john training...
it is rily qte boring at the first... bt it became funnier...
let me tel u wat rily happened...
actually today's training starts at 8am...
bt b'cuz of traffic jam...
i manage to reach skul at 8.30...
haha...
bt i m nt tat late oso...
cuz they all still haven start yet...
n my group only gt 1 ahli cum, tat's zhen kuan...
then afterward li hui n pang li they all oso come ad...
then they all started training ad...
my group ar...
ren jie listening zhen kuan's "calls"...
while i asking li hui short case stuff...
after that, me, li hui n pang li went inside da st.john room...
li hui is teaching pang li da CPR...
i muz say tat pang li is rily v hardworking...
lee kee oso givin her pressure...
li hui no nid say lo... damn pro la...
after that they all oso teach me hw to bumping (da girl's wan)
haha... damn happy... cuz i knw hw to bumping ad...
then we go out...
me n wan jing do da strecture...
omg...
u knw wat happened??
while doing da strecture...
my hand was bleeding after that!!!
damn pain...
after that ren jie cal me to do da RBS of da upper part of da body...
i damn nervous lo...
suddenly cal me to do...
so i thin what i did is juz shit!!!
haha...
hope i wil improve...
hmm...
then we go hutan to eat lo...
tat pang li hor...
i go answer a phone only...
then cum back tat time...
she drank my drink only...
haha...
me, wj n pl ordered maggi mee...
when we r eatin da mee tat time, one ppl cum to us n tell us tat we didnt pay 4 da mee...
bt we had ad paid!!
lol...
at last, wj cried n giv her another RM2 4 no reason...
lame!!!
then we go back to skul after tat...
at around 1.20, ren jie went back...
after tat...
wei jie, wan jing, me, li cong n zhen kuan kawad 2gether...
while kawad tat time...
we kept laughing... i thin almost laugh till gila ad la...
cuz zhen kuan kept wrong leg wrong hand then he walk damn fast...
haha...
i kiri pusing da first time didnt do... haha
then wan jing's timing sum time fast, sum time slow...
li cong's hand kept over 90 degrees...
wei jie wrong command...
even though kept making mistakes...
bt it was rily fun!!!
haha...
bt after tat i go home ad...
haha...
hope tmr can kawad wif them again!!!
=)
xoxo

my sis's birthday

2009-05-30T16:10:00.000-07:00

my sis n her friends...

they r playing with sand yea... lame...

this cake v nice rite?? haha...

haha...

these are sum of da photos taken when my sis's birthday wif her frenz in da kindergarden...

she's finally six years old, last year ad...

haha...

da happiest moments...

2009-05-30T07:19:00.000-07:00

hehe... my church members...

left to right: sarah, eunice, me, emily, christelle, coach, may

left to right: may, coach, christelle, me at i-zone... last day ad...

wow!! so many of us!!! haha...

haiz... these photos was taken last year... it was so fun u knw...

unfortunately, i cant go 4 teenstreet tis year... cuz nid go 4 st.john training... cuz annual camping...

anyway, hope they all hav fun la...

haha...

hope nxt year still gt n i can go!!!
lame...

-xoxo-

cute rite??

2009-05-30T02:34:00.000-07:00

aren't they cute?? haha..
starting 4rm da left...
angelina(my cousin), christine(my cute sis), jeremy (my cousin)
their sand art oso vry nice rite??
haha...
cuz i gt help them do mah!!!
i knw v lame la... k...
XD

街角的祝福

2009-05-30T02:28:00.000-07:00

多少个秋多少个冬
我几乎快要被治愈好
但还是会只因为一个重覆的话题
就无心自扰
也曾想过
若真遇见
我们应该如何是好
我想我还是会站在某一个街角
不让你看到
只因为我不想打扰
只因为怕你解释不了
只因为现在你的眼睛里
她比我还重要
我只好假装我看不到
看不到你和她在对街拥抱
你的快乐
我可以感受得到
这样的见面方式对谁都好
我只好假装我听不到
听不到别人口中的她好不好
再不想问
也不想被通知到
反正你的世界我管不了
只因为我不想打扰
只因为怕你解释不了
只因为现在你的眼睛里
她比我还重要
我只好假装我看不到
看不到你和她在对街拥抱
你的快乐
我可以感受得到
这样的见面方式对谁都好
我只好假装我听不到
听不到别人口中的她好不好
再不想问
也不想被通知到
反正你的世界我管不了
若不想问若不想被通知到
就把祝福留在街角

exam finally finish... XD

2009-05-30T02:15:00.000-07:00

yeah!!!
exam finally finnish ad...
haiz... bt tis time my results...
kh oso b ad...
haiz...
bt... i bet tis hols gonna b exciting!!
cuz...
i'm goin 4 st.john annual camping!
but...
my group 6 ppl goin only...
qte sad... rily...
bt nvm la...
bt hope others dun tel me they cant go oso... lame...
anyway, hope tis camping will be funnier than last year!!
haha...