today jaga dewan...
when wanna go halau tat time...
gt a form 3 malay boy take parang...
walao...
got a shock...
haha...
n today de bag damn heavy lo...
haha...
=.=
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Happy Birthday 2 Leshan!!
Happy Birthday 2 Leshan!!
"Happy Birthday 2 u,
Happy Birthday 2 u,
Happy Birthday 2 Leshan,
Happy Birthday 2 u!!"
May all ur wishes cum true...
haha...
best frenz 4eva!!!
luv u...
XD
sorethroat...
T_T
-CaRoL-
"Happy Birthday 2 u,
Happy Birthday 2 u,
Happy Birthday 2 Leshan,
Happy Birthday 2 u!!"
May all ur wishes cum true...
haha...
best frenz 4eva!!!
luv u...
XD
sorethroat...
T_T
-CaRoL-
Thursday, July 23, 2009
18th of July... XD
18th of July...
is a very special day...
first of all,
its Li Hui's birthday!!!
although this post seems lyk a bit late...
bt still wanna sing tis song to her...
"happy birthday 2 u,
happy birthday 2 u.
happy birthday 2 Li Hui,
Happy birthday 2 u!!"
may all ur wish cum true...
n score straight A 4 da exam...
da 2nd thing is larian sihat!!!
not many ppl cum oso...
i mean chinese gals la...
we had our senam aerobik at da field there...
tis year da a lot funnier than last year...
bt tiring too...
n all da students damn cooperate tis year lo...
all gt follow n do de...
oso nt lyk lst year...
after tat we start 2 run...
1,2,3, Go!
hahaha...
at the end, i get 11...
damn unlucly lo...
juz one more place 2 get 10 n i will gt da sijil...
lol...
bt i'm nt finding any excuses 4 myself la...
at last... n da most important thing 2day is...
my church which is wesley methodist's 44th anniversary!!!
went restaurant pekin 4 dinner...
n da performance 2day nt bad...
haha...
then go home v tired ad...
then didnt study... lol... cant finish...
btw, i lyk da key chain v much...
"behold, i will do anew thing" Isaiah 43:19
n da title for the book is nice, n nice pic in it too...
"give thanks to the Lord,
for He is good,
His love endures forever" Psalm 118:1
-CaRoL-
is a very special day...
first of all,
its Li Hui's birthday!!!
although this post seems lyk a bit late...
bt still wanna sing tis song to her...
"happy birthday 2 u,
happy birthday 2 u.
happy birthday 2 Li Hui,
Happy birthday 2 u!!"
may all ur wish cum true...
n score straight A 4 da exam...
da 2nd thing is larian sihat!!!
not many ppl cum oso...
i mean chinese gals la...
we had our senam aerobik at da field there...
tis year da a lot funnier than last year...
bt tiring too...
n all da students damn cooperate tis year lo...
all gt follow n do de...
oso nt lyk lst year...
after tat we start 2 run...
1,2,3, Go!
hahaha...
at the end, i get 11...
damn unlucly lo...
juz one more place 2 get 10 n i will gt da sijil...
lol...
bt i'm nt finding any excuses 4 myself la...
at last... n da most important thing 2day is...
my church which is wesley methodist's 44th anniversary!!!
went restaurant pekin 4 dinner...
n da performance 2day nt bad...
haha...
then go home v tired ad...
then didnt study... lol... cant finish...
btw, i lyk da key chain v much...
"behold, i will do anew thing" Isaiah 43:19
n da title for the book is nice, n nice pic in it too...
"give thanks to the Lord,
for He is good,
His love endures forever" Psalm 118:1
-CaRoL-
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
omg...
since days i didnt cum 2 write blog ad...
haha...
kinda busy nwadays...
go 4 Hari Bendera...
monday go to SETA n uda there wif wj n pik...
bt uda there da 2 skuls oso gt ppl go b4 ad... so we cant go in...
tues go SDJ, SK(P) Bandar Tinggi, foodcourt near wisma...
wj's mum fetch us back 2 skul...
haha...
n wanna rehat tat time then go 2 da bilik bahasa there...
gotta do da oral stuff in front of da pegawai/teacher 4rm other skul...
lol...
finally over ad...
weds..
go 2 munsyi ibrahim by sitting pik's car...
ir rained in the morning...
so pasar pagi there didnt rily manage 2 collect much donations...
bt we got mangosteen...
haha...
me, wj n zhe xuan gt 4 mangosteen each...
haha...
n thx 4 Lexi's mum bread...
it's damn delicious...
haha...
then we go sri rahmat there...
bt da principal dun let us coleect donation there...
she said must got guru pengiring...
walao...
a bit crazy rite...
even nid teacher...
lol...
after tat we go SK bukit mewah there...
da teacher let us go there...
bt we must got enough flag...
sow tell her we go tmr...
T.T...
cuz tmr i nt goin...
haha...
we had our lunch at shop at munsyi..
we ate chicken rice...
it's nice...
n wj's group tabung damn heavy lo...
oso full ad...
damn pro jo...
hehe...
2day done our forum...
bt i thin our forum kinda weird...
haha...
bt dun care ad...
it's over ad...
OMG...
exam is cuming...
n i haven start 2 do revision yet...
time is running out...
hw am i goin 2 fini all those sub...
lol...
xxxxx
-CaRoL-
haha...
kinda busy nwadays...
go 4 Hari Bendera...
monday go to SETA n uda there wif wj n pik...
bt uda there da 2 skuls oso gt ppl go b4 ad... so we cant go in...
tues go SDJ, SK(P) Bandar Tinggi, foodcourt near wisma...
wj's mum fetch us back 2 skul...
haha...
n wanna rehat tat time then go 2 da bilik bahasa there...
gotta do da oral stuff in front of da pegawai/teacher 4rm other skul...
lol...
finally over ad...
weds..
go 2 munsyi ibrahim by sitting pik's car...
ir rained in the morning...
so pasar pagi there didnt rily manage 2 collect much donations...
bt we got mangosteen...
haha...
me, wj n zhe xuan gt 4 mangosteen each...
haha...
n thx 4 Lexi's mum bread...
it's damn delicious...
haha...
then we go sri rahmat there...
bt da principal dun let us coleect donation there...
she said must got guru pengiring...
walao...
a bit crazy rite...
even nid teacher...
lol...
after tat we go SK bukit mewah there...
da teacher let us go there...
bt we must got enough flag...
sow tell her we go tmr...
T.T...
cuz tmr i nt goin...
haha...
we had our lunch at shop at munsyi..
we ate chicken rice...
it's nice...
n wj's group tabung damn heavy lo...
oso full ad...
damn pro jo...
hehe...
2day done our forum...
bt i thin our forum kinda weird...
haha...
bt dun care ad...
it's over ad...
OMG...
exam is cuming...
n i haven start 2 do revision yet...
time is running out...
hw am i goin 2 fini all those sub...
lol...
xxxxx
-CaRoL-
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
2day when tugas tat time...
den previna told me tat wat change class stuff...
i got a shock...
then we go 2 da papan kenyataan outside da girl's toilet there n see...
gt many ppl de name lo..
bt i thi nt change class bah...
it's juz impossible...
then yk say is sth bout perpustakaan wan...
Sivik class tat time go dewan tertutup...
we learn tarian joget n zapin...
haha...
kai wei, yann haw, irfan n yan y was called by teacher 2 dance wif her on da stage...
hehe...
Irfan damn funny lo...
keep making us laugh...
haha...
even have my piano lesson 2day...
damn tired...
Zzz...
xoxo
-CaRoL-
den previna told me tat wat change class stuff...
i got a shock...
then we go 2 da papan kenyataan outside da girl's toilet there n see...
gt many ppl de name lo..
bt i thi nt change class bah...
it's juz impossible...
then yk say is sth bout perpustakaan wan...
Sivik class tat time go dewan tertutup...
we learn tarian joget n zapin...
haha...
kai wei, yann haw, irfan n yan y was called by teacher 2 dance wif her on da stage...
hehe...
Irfan damn funny lo...
keep making us laugh...
haha...
even have my piano lesson 2day...
damn tired...
Zzz...
xoxo
-CaRoL-
Monday, July 6, 2009
go skul early today...
2 do da Geo project 4 da presentation on thurs....
saw yk when i reach...
at bout 8 sth...
everyone reach...
then we go bilik media there n do...
haha...
use my mum's laptop...
when we finish n wanna go dewan tat time...
yk's bag bang on a vase??
then da vase fall down on da floor...
luckily iy didint break down...
only sum of da mud cum out...
hehe...
go hutan eat tat time...
linda cant finish her mee onn...
then we help her 2 finish it...
cuz if didnt finish da uncle will scold rite??
haha...
remem tat time khai wen didnt finish da uncle didnt let him go...
2day perhimpunan ends damn fast...
den v sien de lo...
dunno da teacher gt mesyuarat or wat...
then our BC class dun hav ad...
summore wanna go blok E n jaga...
they r juz like MONKEYS!!!!!!
walao...
phew...
today my BI oral over ad...
bt they say i talk 2 fast ad arh??
hmm...
bt i usually oso talk liddat...
nvm la...
nxt time i'll try 2 talk slower...
haha...
2day KH...
aiz..
dun wan say ad la...
T_T
2day moral teacher didint cum in again...
lol...
btw, 2day's zhen kuan's b'dae...
Happy Birthday!!!
haha...
jiah kee luv u...
haha...
2 do da Geo project 4 da presentation on thurs....
saw yk when i reach...
at bout 8 sth...
everyone reach...
then we go bilik media there n do...
haha...
use my mum's laptop...
when we finish n wanna go dewan tat time...
yk's bag bang on a vase??
then da vase fall down on da floor...
luckily iy didint break down...
only sum of da mud cum out...
hehe...
go hutan eat tat time...
linda cant finish her mee onn...
then we help her 2 finish it...
cuz if didnt finish da uncle will scold rite??
haha...
remem tat time khai wen didnt finish da uncle didnt let him go...
2day perhimpunan ends damn fast...
den v sien de lo...
dunno da teacher gt mesyuarat or wat...
then our BC class dun hav ad...
summore wanna go blok E n jaga...
they r juz like MONKEYS!!!!!!
walao...
phew...
today my BI oral over ad...
bt they say i talk 2 fast ad arh??
hmm...
bt i usually oso talk liddat...
nvm la...
nxt time i'll try 2 talk slower...
haha...
2day KH...
aiz..
dun wan say ad la...
T_T
2day moral teacher didint cum in again...
lol...
btw, 2day's zhen kuan's b'dae...
Happy Birthday!!!
haha...
jiah kee luv u...
haha...
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Saturday, July 4, 2009
假如，有明天
我想用搅咖啡的心思，随意完成一篇文章。如果可以，希望是很慢步伐的，安静的，假如有明天。明天都会来临的不是吗？明天都会来临的，只是黑暗离席后，我透过窗帘感受到早晨的和绚；啾啾鸟鸣在耳膜里活蹦乱跳；如果白色天花板是透明的，还可以知道星星的点点被单已经换上软软的蓝天白云。另一天的鸟儿又向往哪一个冬季。唯独，唯独明天这两个单调字眼，从不出现。今天是我的明天。你的句子，有严重语病。歪着头。很疑惑。那，你的明天呢？
明天一直存在着，又好像不曾莅临。今天做得不好，所有的事情像缠了死结，团团糟，于是我们鼓舞自己，还有明天。经典的激励句——明天会更好。今天过后，你知道今天其实就是你所期待的明天吗？再不完美，你是不是再向明天许愿？太多明天，太浪费。一天比一天健忘，珍惜一点一滴消失，残酷地实践者浪费的定义。当破洞瓶子里的水滴完后，我们就变轻了，身边的东西不见了也不知不觉。假如有一天你需要抱枕来伪装安全感，却扑了个空，请不要恐慌地问为什么。因为有些东西，真的是错过了，就没有了。我还在听着，遗憾的敲门声。
最难过的事情，是抱着双膝坐在满地烛光之中，挥毫着浪漫，也倒数着黑暗。眼睁睁看着一根根被点燃的蜡烛溶化，就像目睹身边所有美好的事情渐渐变成空白，淡到看不出想看到的曾经。我尝试，向蜡烛呵口气把它吹熄。可是光芒消失后，烧焦的蜡烛线上冒出一缕长长的白烟，像是感情过后的回忆，也会在空气中散到毫无踪迹，不用几分钟。假如有明天，我希望还是伴着皑皑月光的中秋节。我依然会抱着满满五颜六色的小蜡烛，孩子气地点亮屋子的每一个角落。不同的是，这一次，我肯定会在它们熄灭之前，尽情地感受它们的光和热，然后牢牢记住它们最灿烂的一点一滴，谁都不会再愚昧地终止快乐。
不可能的。是谁说的。只要有勇气坚持到下个明天，奇迹就有可能惊喜登场。我遇见奇迹的时候，很后知后觉。从来没有期待过的事情，连幻想都嫌贪心的不浪费力气，然后，然后幸福轻轻地摸摸我的头发，对我说：“不要害怕，我来到你身边了。”它没有说过不会走，我没办法确定奇迹到底可以停留多久。可是，我真真实实的奇迹过。这就足以让希望以后以后都在我心里闪烁，不用到达努力的尽头，只要用最真的心，就可以让笑容攀上心房。或许，奇迹都是令人不安的。或许，假如有个明天。只要可以存在于混合你气息的空间，只要可以远远望到那抱不到的背影，只要你孤单的时候才想起我。我的明天，只要这样。我喜欢追在你身后跑，然后看你察觉到身后在地震时好看地偷笑。假如有明天，假如有你。我的现在和永远，就一直交错着。不想弄清楚了。
你知道吗？人与人之间的关系，贴得太紧太近，便喘不过气了。哈哈。如果向天上丢个硬币，就可以决议出爱不爱你，那我们，脱离了现实世界。巨蟹座说，距离真的是问题，只是我们都被爱情蒙蔽。我想说，距离其实真的很身不由己，千千万万公里，是从你的心到我的心。那才是，怎么也跨不过的距离。摩羯座说，我不想一直盯着他的一举一动，只是，真的很没有安全感。是吗？掌握住了那个人，却让他的心溜走了。你们，算什么。感情是两个人的世界，而想念每一天都会不间断地发生。那你，又何必焦虑？假如有明天，可不可以再简单一些？水桶里盛装的泪，是为了关不紧的水龙头，不要再这么捣蛋。
已经有太多的人，为了我的明天的放慢脚步。连自己都忘了，曾经丢碎过多少个心愿瓶。假如有明天，那就是让我成长的第二天。可以的。可以赶上成熟的步伐。有一天，会换成是我迁就你们的方向。为什么记得明天？因为我想把你们的付出都收好好，我想把坚定的信仰都带在身上，在漫长的旅程里，不管经历多苦的沧桑。假如有明天，风还会选择把遗留在秋千上的天真吹走吗？假如有明天，有人愿意让伪装把最初的纯真朴实都吞噬掉吗？没有人可以选择明天，只能在今天就开始珍惜明天。你没有说过，明天。也许就这样模模糊糊吧。至少，烈日下肩并肩的两道影子，嘴角是上扬的。只是你和我，没有看到。
明天一直存在着，又好像不曾莅临。今天做得不好，所有的事情像缠了死结，团团糟，于是我们鼓舞自己，还有明天。经典的激励句——明天会更好。今天过后，你知道今天其实就是你所期待的明天吗？再不完美，你是不是再向明天许愿？太多明天，太浪费。一天比一天健忘，珍惜一点一滴消失，残酷地实践者浪费的定义。当破洞瓶子里的水滴完后，我们就变轻了，身边的东西不见了也不知不觉。假如有一天你需要抱枕来伪装安全感，却扑了个空，请不要恐慌地问为什么。因为有些东西，真的是错过了，就没有了。我还在听着，遗憾的敲门声。
最难过的事情，是抱着双膝坐在满地烛光之中，挥毫着浪漫，也倒数着黑暗。眼睁睁看着一根根被点燃的蜡烛溶化，就像目睹身边所有美好的事情渐渐变成空白，淡到看不出想看到的曾经。我尝试，向蜡烛呵口气把它吹熄。可是光芒消失后，烧焦的蜡烛线上冒出一缕长长的白烟，像是感情过后的回忆，也会在空气中散到毫无踪迹，不用几分钟。假如有明天，我希望还是伴着皑皑月光的中秋节。我依然会抱着满满五颜六色的小蜡烛，孩子气地点亮屋子的每一个角落。不同的是，这一次，我肯定会在它们熄灭之前，尽情地感受它们的光和热，然后牢牢记住它们最灿烂的一点一滴，谁都不会再愚昧地终止快乐。
不可能的。是谁说的。只要有勇气坚持到下个明天，奇迹就有可能惊喜登场。我遇见奇迹的时候，很后知后觉。从来没有期待过的事情，连幻想都嫌贪心的不浪费力气，然后，然后幸福轻轻地摸摸我的头发，对我说：“不要害怕，我来到你身边了。”它没有说过不会走，我没办法确定奇迹到底可以停留多久。可是，我真真实实的奇迹过。这就足以让希望以后以后都在我心里闪烁，不用到达努力的尽头，只要用最真的心，就可以让笑容攀上心房。或许，奇迹都是令人不安的。或许，假如有个明天。只要可以存在于混合你气息的空间，只要可以远远望到那抱不到的背影，只要你孤单的时候才想起我。我的明天，只要这样。我喜欢追在你身后跑，然后看你察觉到身后在地震时好看地偷笑。假如有明天，假如有你。我的现在和永远，就一直交错着。不想弄清楚了。
你知道吗？人与人之间的关系，贴得太紧太近，便喘不过气了。哈哈。如果向天上丢个硬币，就可以决议出爱不爱你，那我们，脱离了现实世界。巨蟹座说，距离真的是问题，只是我们都被爱情蒙蔽。我想说，距离其实真的很身不由己，千千万万公里，是从你的心到我的心。那才是，怎么也跨不过的距离。摩羯座说，我不想一直盯着他的一举一动，只是，真的很没有安全感。是吗？掌握住了那个人，却让他的心溜走了。你们，算什么。感情是两个人的世界，而想念每一天都会不间断地发生。那你，又何必焦虑？假如有明天，可不可以再简单一些？水桶里盛装的泪，是为了关不紧的水龙头，不要再这么捣蛋。
已经有太多的人，为了我的明天的放慢脚步。连自己都忘了，曾经丢碎过多少个心愿瓶。假如有明天，那就是让我成长的第二天。可以的。可以赶上成熟的步伐。有一天，会换成是我迁就你们的方向。为什么记得明天？因为我想把你们的付出都收好好，我想把坚定的信仰都带在身上，在漫长的旅程里，不管经历多苦的沧桑。假如有明天，风还会选择把遗留在秋千上的天真吹走吗？假如有明天，有人愿意让伪装把最初的纯真朴实都吞噬掉吗？没有人可以选择明天，只能在今天就开始珍惜明天。你没有说过，明天。也许就这样模模糊糊吧。至少，烈日下肩并肩的两道影子，嘴角是上扬的。只是你和我，没有看到。
nice song
CRUSH-David Archuleta
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
it was a rush, what a rush?
Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me,
just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized,
so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think
when you're all alone
All that we can be,
where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?
Do you catch a breath
when I look at you?
Are you holding back
like the way I do??
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl?
Are we just friends? Is there more?
Is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take?
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever!
Do you ever think
when you're all alone
All that we could be,
where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?
Do you catch a breath
when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do??
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think
when you're all alone
All that we could be,
where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?
Do you catch a breath
when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do??
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay
This crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going awayGoing away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
it was a rush, what a rush?
Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me,
just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized,
so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think
when you're all alone
All that we can be,
where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?
Do you catch a breath
when I look at you?
Are you holding back
like the way I do??
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl?
Are we just friends? Is there more?
Is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take?
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever!
Do you ever think
when you're all alone
All that we could be,
where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?
Do you catch a breath
when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do??
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think
when you're all alone
All that we could be,
where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?
Do you catch a breath
when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do??
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay
This crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going awayGoing away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay
掩饰
自从你离开以后，我总是被沉沉的失落重重地包围着。
应该开心的时候，我感觉不到什么是快乐。应该难过的时候，自己却一滴泪都流不出来。
我害怕这样的自己。
于是，我开始掩饰。
我用微笑掩饰寂寞。我用微笑掩饰无助。我用微笑掩饰痛苦。我用微笑掩饰我的掩饰。
每一次扬起嘴角，都找不到原本真心的弧度是怎样的。
久而久之，我发觉，在掩饰的同时，我失去了自己。
掩饰的时候，自己总会这样想：
笑一笑，事情很快就过去了，接着又是一片晴空万里。
可是日子一久，自己却发觉，很多事情，不是装作若无其事就可以当作不曾发生。
有些伤痕可随便贴个OK绷就可以痊愈了，但是有些伤痕或许一辈子都会痛，因为那些伤痕已经住进心里了。
我一直以为我已经看透，但是每当听见关于你的消息，我就会刻意用不当一回事的表情来掩饰，掩饰自己认为已经放掉的思念。
掩饰自己承担不起的介意。
我们终于遇见了。
不，应该是说，我遇见了你。在那间我们常去的咖啡馆。
我也避开你了。
原来我还是没有勇气笑着和你说：“嗨！”
感觉上你好像比以前更开朗了，笑容还是和以前一样灿烂。你的鼻梁上多了一副无框眼镜，你本来就是一个很斯文的人，多了这副眼镜，让你整个人看起来非常有文学气息。
现在的你，还是喜欢看村上春树和听蔡健雅吗？
那副眼镜，真的很适合你。你的笑容，还是那么好看。
或许你没变，改变的人，是我。
我变得不敢再向前，选择站在原地看着你开心的模样。
应该开心的时候，我感觉不到什么是快乐。应该难过的时候，自己却一滴泪都流不出来。
我害怕这样的自己。
于是，我开始掩饰。
我用微笑掩饰寂寞。我用微笑掩饰无助。我用微笑掩饰痛苦。我用微笑掩饰我的掩饰。
每一次扬起嘴角，都找不到原本真心的弧度是怎样的。
久而久之，我发觉，在掩饰的同时，我失去了自己。
掩饰的时候，自己总会这样想：
笑一笑，事情很快就过去了，接着又是一片晴空万里。
可是日子一久，自己却发觉，很多事情，不是装作若无其事就可以当作不曾发生。
有些伤痕可随便贴个OK绷就可以痊愈了，但是有些伤痕或许一辈子都会痛，因为那些伤痕已经住进心里了。
我一直以为我已经看透，但是每当听见关于你的消息，我就会刻意用不当一回事的表情来掩饰，掩饰自己认为已经放掉的思念。
掩饰自己承担不起的介意。
我们终于遇见了。
不，应该是说，我遇见了你。在那间我们常去的咖啡馆。
我也避开你了。
原来我还是没有勇气笑着和你说：“嗨！”
感觉上你好像比以前更开朗了，笑容还是和以前一样灿烂。你的鼻梁上多了一副无框眼镜，你本来就是一个很斯文的人，多了这副眼镜，让你整个人看起来非常有文学气息。
现在的你，还是喜欢看村上春树和听蔡健雅吗？
那副眼镜，真的很适合你。你的笑容，还是那么好看。
或许你没变，改变的人，是我。
我变得不敢再向前，选择站在原地看着你开心的模样。
我们不永远，好吗
思绪倒流，用尽理智，我还是忘记了。信誓旦旦说不相信爱情的话，像星子牢牢挂在天空般还回荡在心间，爱情是世上最容易变迁的东西，零点零零一的可信度都没有。没有。
那零点零零零零零一呢？还可以吗。你问我。
人家说雄性动物的感情比羽毛还薄，比萝卜的心还要花，直到都看不出心的美好形状了。而且，他们都不用上面思考。我印证着，我相信的。却假装不了感受不到。你有一颗，比谁都温柔的心。你的世界里没有你，只有我们。我藏起心跳说亲爱的，那不是爱情。你改编后丢给我的附加版里，编辑着永恒闪闪发亮。要怎么不承认，你说的每一句话都幸福着我呢？
只要你说的话幸福着我，那就够了。也许我不必用力记得，要怎么向你确定我爱你的。
我是一只一百六十三公分的鸵鸟，居住在不相信爱的国度里，爱着你。比身处于冥王星还可以呼吸更不可思议。永远对我来说，是看不透怎么也不可能理解的古怪字眼。它也许很唯美，但现实是真实的。
定下来的以后，说好的未来，回依着我们计划进行。才怪。
我看不见身边的分离，我听不见歌曲里告别的句子。
两个人的心可以因为爱情，而依偎在一起。那爱情为什么不可以让一颗心飞走，就在很眷恋很眷恋的那一瞬间。生老病死发生在每个人身上，你和我都不是神仙。请你原谅我，把永远变成一种伤害。
炫耀着你在我身边的每一个雨天，就是我的永远。不说永远的永远，就是我的爱情。我的爱情里面，没有永远，只有你。
那零点零零零零零一呢？还可以吗。你问我。
人家说雄性动物的感情比羽毛还薄，比萝卜的心还要花，直到都看不出心的美好形状了。而且，他们都不用上面思考。我印证着，我相信的。却假装不了感受不到。你有一颗，比谁都温柔的心。你的世界里没有你，只有我们。我藏起心跳说亲爱的，那不是爱情。你改编后丢给我的附加版里，编辑着永恒闪闪发亮。要怎么不承认，你说的每一句话都幸福着我呢？
只要你说的话幸福着我，那就够了。也许我不必用力记得，要怎么向你确定我爱你的。
我是一只一百六十三公分的鸵鸟，居住在不相信爱的国度里，爱着你。比身处于冥王星还可以呼吸更不可思议。永远对我来说，是看不透怎么也不可能理解的古怪字眼。它也许很唯美，但现实是真实的。
定下来的以后，说好的未来，回依着我们计划进行。才怪。
我看不见身边的分离，我听不见歌曲里告别的句子。
两个人的心可以因为爱情，而依偎在一起。那爱情为什么不可以让一颗心飞走，就在很眷恋很眷恋的那一瞬间。生老病死发生在每个人身上，你和我都不是神仙。请你原谅我，把永远变成一种伤害。
炫耀着你在我身边的每一个雨天，就是我的永远。不说永远的永远，就是我的爱情。我的爱情里面，没有永远，只有你。
HaRi KoKo...
woke up damn early 2day...
n kinda nervous 2day...
cuz 2day is a v special day...
2 me la...
we trained so long 4 kawad b4 this...
sum of us even quarrelled wif our parents juz 2 go 4 da kawad prac...
but... at last...
this day has come...
tat's HARI KOKO!!!
reach skul at 6.35 liddat 2day...
then i saw li xin...
luckily saw her...
or else i'll be damn sesat...
haha...
n thx 4 helpin me 2 bun my hair yeah...
oso thx li xin 4 trainin us kawad 4 so long...
li hui's leg v pain 2day...
she cried when she reach...
v pity...
after tat we gals went 2 toilet...
put on big net n headgear...
btw, wanna thx liyin 4 her big net!! =)
then we kumpul...
we prac da uniform check 4 a few times...
then we went 2 kantin...
btw, i seriously thin da kai cong is a bit pity...
after all, he trained so hard 4 da kawad...
bt he is reserved...
but dun giv up k?
al least i thin ur kawad is nt bad...
it's juz tat it's enough ppl ad...
we go 2 da 2 da car park there...
we have our undian...
there r 7 groups altogether...
n we got num 4!!
it's da middle!!!
haha
we sang st john song b4 goin 4 da comp...
damn nervous seh...
da comp begins!!!!
then we start our kawad...
wow...
damn fast...
i thin few mins only da whole format...
nt bad actually...
=.=...
at least we done our best rite??
after tat go n change 2 rajamuda shirt...
then i go n take our food wif pang li...
haha...
n help wj 2 take her food...
after tat go n change back 2 st.john full u again...
it's prize giving ceremony...
4th is kadet polis...
3rd is KRS...
2nd is pengakap...
n da 1st is SJAM SSI!!!
haha...
big clap 4 all of us...
yeah!!!
we done it!!!
thx all da seniors 4 training us too!!!
2day hari koko damn fun la...
haha...
xoxo
-CaRoL-
n kinda nervous 2day...
cuz 2day is a v special day...
2 me la...
we trained so long 4 kawad b4 this...
sum of us even quarrelled wif our parents juz 2 go 4 da kawad prac...
but... at last...
this day has come...
tat's HARI KOKO!!!
reach skul at 6.35 liddat 2day...
then i saw li xin...
luckily saw her...
or else i'll be damn sesat...
haha...
n thx 4 helpin me 2 bun my hair yeah...
oso thx li xin 4 trainin us kawad 4 so long...
li hui's leg v pain 2day...
she cried when she reach...
v pity...
after tat we gals went 2 toilet...
put on big net n headgear...
btw, wanna thx liyin 4 her big net!! =)
then we kumpul...
we prac da uniform check 4 a few times...
then we went 2 kantin...
btw, i seriously thin da kai cong is a bit pity...
after all, he trained so hard 4 da kawad...
bt he is reserved...
but dun giv up k?
al least i thin ur kawad is nt bad...
it's juz tat it's enough ppl ad...
we go 2 da 2 da car park there...
we have our undian...
there r 7 groups altogether...
n we got num 4!!
it's da middle!!!
haha
we sang st john song b4 goin 4 da comp...
damn nervous seh...
da comp begins!!!!
then we start our kawad...
wow...
damn fast...
i thin few mins only da whole format...
nt bad actually...
=.=...
at least we done our best rite??
after tat go n change 2 rajamuda shirt...
then i go n take our food wif pang li...
haha...
n help wj 2 take her food...
after tat go n change back 2 st.john full u again...
it's prize giving ceremony...
4th is kadet polis...
3rd is KRS...
2nd is pengakap...
n da 1st is SJAM SSI!!!
haha...
big clap 4 all of us...
yeah!!!
we done it!!!
thx all da seniors 4 training us too!!!
2day hari koko damn fun la...
haha...
xoxo
-CaRoL-
Friday, July 3, 2009
她是我最要好的朋友
有这样一个真实的故事，故事发生在越南的一个孤儿院里，当时正值美国入侵越南。由于飞机的狂轰滥炸，一颗炸弹被扔进了这个孤儿院，几个孩子和一位工作人员被炸死了。还有几个孩子受了伤，其中有一个小女孩流了许多血，伤得很重！
幸运的是，不久后医疗小姐来到了这里，小组只有两个人。一个女医生，一个女护士。
女医生很快进行了急救，但小女孩却出了一点问题，因为小女孩流了很多血，需要输血，但是她们带来的不多的医疗用品中没有可供使用的血浆。于是，医生决定就地取材，她给在场的所有人验了血，终于发现有几个孩子的血型和这个小女孩是一样的。可是，问题出现了，因为那个医生和护士都只会说一点点的越南语和英语，而在场的孤儿院的工作人员和孩子们只听得懂越南语。
于是，女医生尽量用自己仅有的一点越南语加上一大堆的手势告诉那几个孩子，“你们的朋友伤得很重，她需要血，需要你们给她输血！”
终于，孩子们点了点头，好像听懂了，但眼里却藏着一丝恐惧！
孩子们每人吭声，没人举手表示自己愿意献血！女医生没有料到会是这样的结局！一下子愣住了，为什么他们不肯献血来救自己的朋友呢？难道刚才他们说的话他们没听懂吗？
忽然，一只小手慢慢地举了上来，但是刚刚举到一半却又放下了，好一会儿又举了起来，再也没有放下！
医生很高兴，马上把那个小男孩带到临时的手术室，让他躺在床上。小男孩僵直着躺在床上，看着针管慢慢地插入自己细小的胳膊，看着自己的血液一点点的被抽走！眼泪不知不觉地顺着脸颊流了下来。
医生紧张地问是不是针管弄疼了他，他摇了摇头，但是眼泪还是没有止住。医生开始一点儿慌了，以为她总觉得有什么地方肯定弄错了，但到底在哪呢？针管是不可能弄伤这个孩子的呀！
关键的时候，一个越南的护士感到了这个孤儿院。女医生把情况告诉了越南护士。越南护士低下身子，和床上的孩子交谈一下，不久后，孩子竟然破涕为笑。
原来那些孩子都误解了女医生的话，以为她要抽光一个人的血去救那个小女孩。一想到不久以后就要死了，所以小男孩才哭了出来！医生终于明白为什么刚才为什么没有人愿意出来献血了！但她又有一件事不明白了，“既然以为献过血之后就要死了，为什么他还自愿出来献血呢？”医生问越南护士。
于是越南护士用越南语问了一下小男孩，小男孩不假思索就回答了。回答很简单，只有几个字，但却感动了在场的所有人。
他说：“因为她是我最要好的朋友！”
幸运的是，不久后医疗小姐来到了这里，小组只有两个人。一个女医生，一个女护士。
女医生很快进行了急救，但小女孩却出了一点问题，因为小女孩流了很多血，需要输血，但是她们带来的不多的医疗用品中没有可供使用的血浆。于是，医生决定就地取材，她给在场的所有人验了血，终于发现有几个孩子的血型和这个小女孩是一样的。可是，问题出现了，因为那个医生和护士都只会说一点点的越南语和英语，而在场的孤儿院的工作人员和孩子们只听得懂越南语。
于是，女医生尽量用自己仅有的一点越南语加上一大堆的手势告诉那几个孩子，“你们的朋友伤得很重，她需要血，需要你们给她输血！”
终于，孩子们点了点头，好像听懂了，但眼里却藏着一丝恐惧！
孩子们每人吭声，没人举手表示自己愿意献血！女医生没有料到会是这样的结局！一下子愣住了，为什么他们不肯献血来救自己的朋友呢？难道刚才他们说的话他们没听懂吗？
忽然，一只小手慢慢地举了上来，但是刚刚举到一半却又放下了，好一会儿又举了起来，再也没有放下！
医生很高兴，马上把那个小男孩带到临时的手术室，让他躺在床上。小男孩僵直着躺在床上，看着针管慢慢地插入自己细小的胳膊，看着自己的血液一点点的被抽走！眼泪不知不觉地顺着脸颊流了下来。
医生紧张地问是不是针管弄疼了他，他摇了摇头，但是眼泪还是没有止住。医生开始一点儿慌了，以为她总觉得有什么地方肯定弄错了，但到底在哪呢？针管是不可能弄伤这个孩子的呀！
关键的时候，一个越南的护士感到了这个孤儿院。女医生把情况告诉了越南护士。越南护士低下身子，和床上的孩子交谈一下，不久后，孩子竟然破涕为笑。
原来那些孩子都误解了女医生的话，以为她要抽光一个人的血去救那个小女孩。一想到不久以后就要死了，所以小男孩才哭了出来！医生终于明白为什么刚才为什么没有人愿意出来献血了！但她又有一件事不明白了，“既然以为献过血之后就要死了，为什么他还自愿出来献血呢？”医生问越南护士。
于是越南护士用越南语问了一下小男孩，小男孩不假思索就回答了。回答很简单，只有几个字，但却感动了在场的所有人。
他说：“因为她是我最要好的朋友！”
=.=
haiz...
2day seems lyk v boring...
n i seem lyk nt v gud mood 2day...
i oso dunno why...
arghh...
who wanna help me...
=.=
2day seems lyk v boring...
n i seem lyk nt v gud mood 2day...
i oso dunno why...
arghh...
who wanna help me...
=.=
last day b4 hari koko
2day went 4 kawad...
last day trainin b4 hari koko comp ad...
although 2day kawad till damn tired n a bit dizzy...
bt its fun oso...
btw, hope tat i can straighten my right arm tmr...
n jeling kanan...
n lots...
hope i wont dai4 sai4 them tmr...
btw, thx seniors 4 teachin us soo many things...
thx! =)
n thx tien ein 4 helping 2 borrow da buk...
2day kawad ad go change shirt damn rush lo...
haha...
so kelam kabut...
n i wear my Pj shirt inside my uniform...
hehe>.<
damn hot lo...
Bm teacher gave us da coupon...
rehat tugas tat time...
damn......
those 2 bk guys hor...
called so many times ad only wanna go rehat...
lol...
geo gotta do presentation again...
then PJ no teacher again...
then zi4 you2 huo2 dong4...
den moral tat teacher call us to take our bag 2 dewan...
she say she gt her own things 2 do...
lame!!!
then we xu1 du4 guang1 yin1 liddat lo....
btw, tmr hari koko ad...
hope we can do our best n win da comp bah...
gud luck 2 all of us!!
we r da best!!!
haha...
lol...
xoxo
-CaRoL-
last day trainin b4 hari koko comp ad...
although 2day kawad till damn tired n a bit dizzy...
bt its fun oso...
btw, hope tat i can straighten my right arm tmr...
n jeling kanan...
n lots...
hope i wont dai4 sai4 them tmr...
btw, thx seniors 4 teachin us soo many things...
thx! =)
n thx tien ein 4 helping 2 borrow da buk...
2day kawad ad go change shirt damn rush lo...
haha...
so kelam kabut...
n i wear my Pj shirt inside my uniform...
hehe>.<
damn hot lo...
Bm teacher gave us da coupon...
rehat tugas tat time...
damn......
those 2 bk guys hor...
called so many times ad only wanna go rehat...
lol...
geo gotta do presentation again...
then PJ no teacher again...
then zi4 you2 huo2 dong4...
den moral tat teacher call us to take our bag 2 dewan...
she say she gt her own things 2 do...
lame!!!
then we xu1 du4 guang1 yin1 liddat lo....
btw, tmr hari koko ad...
hope we can do our best n win da comp bah...
gud luck 2 all of us!!
we r da best!!!
haha...
lol...
xoxo
-CaRoL-
Thursday, July 2, 2009
XD
go kawad 2day...
damn tired...
gt a lot zhuang4 kuang4 2day...
wj stomachache...
lyk wanna vomit...
then yen yin stomachache...
her face turns all red...
ren jie sprained his leg...
2day damn fun...
haha...
cuz f1 orientation...
den they kept wanting 2 take signatures 4rm us...
bt sum of them write wrong my name...
haiz...
2day kh class tat time memotong kayu!!!
haha...
a bit scary bt damn fun...
haha...
gt a bit confusing...
dunno hw am i supposed 2 do wif da kayu...
haha...
2day science didnt do anythin..
cuz teacher say after 10 mins then pengawas nid go rehat dy...
memorize da oral when rehat tat time...
bt BI class tat time...
my name was nt called...
lol...
den nxt wek still gotta memorize...
lame...
geo class tat time teacher damn fierce lo...
wj, dun cry la... nt ur fault oso...
go back tat time...
me n yk wait n wait at da stairs there...
den siew fen they all still haven cum down...
they kena tahan by 'BI' teacher ad...
dunno tis is da hw many time ad...
haha...
xoxo
-CaRoL-
damn tired...
gt a lot zhuang4 kuang4 2day...
wj stomachache...
lyk wanna vomit...
then yen yin stomachache...
her face turns all red...
ren jie sprained his leg...
2day damn fun...
haha...
cuz f1 orientation...
den they kept wanting 2 take signatures 4rm us...
bt sum of them write wrong my name...
haiz...
2day kh class tat time memotong kayu!!!
haha...
a bit scary bt damn fun...
haha...
gt a bit confusing...
dunno hw am i supposed 2 do wif da kayu...
haha...
2day science didnt do anythin..
cuz teacher say after 10 mins then pengawas nid go rehat dy...
memorize da oral when rehat tat time...
bt BI class tat time...
my name was nt called...
lol...
den nxt wek still gotta memorize...
lame...
geo class tat time teacher damn fierce lo...
wj, dun cry la... nt ur fault oso...
go back tat time...
me n yk wait n wait at da stairs there...
den siew fen they all still haven cum down...
they kena tahan by 'BI' teacher ad...
dunno tis is da hw many time ad...
haha...
xoxo
-CaRoL-
lol...
2day havin science class...
when we wanna do experiment tat time...
rakesh n wong came in...
then teacher said tat da dentist wanna jumpa sum of da students...
one of da names is wj!!!
lol...
so pity...
haha...
den we do our experiment...
we boil da water...
den when it reaches da boiling point which is 100 degrees...
then we put is sum salt...
haha...
den da boiling point increases lo...
at last we put in a lot of salts...
haha...
den da temperature goes up nearly 110 degrees...
after science is bc class...
yeah!!!
long time dun hav bc class ad...
haha...
but v dissappointed 2day...
cuz pn ong wanna do her own work...
den we go back to 2 cs...
there goes our bc class...
haiz...
==
CaRoL
when we wanna do experiment tat time...
rakesh n wong came in...
then teacher said tat da dentist wanna jumpa sum of da students...
one of da names is wj!!!
lol...
so pity...
haha...
den we do our experiment...
we boil da water...
den when it reaches da boiling point which is 100 degrees...
then we put is sum salt...
haha...
den da boiling point increases lo...
at last we put in a lot of salts...
haha...
den da temperature goes up nearly 110 degrees...
after science is bc class...
yeah!!!
long time dun hav bc class ad...
haha...
but v dissappointed 2day...
cuz pn ong wanna do her own work...
den we go back to 2 cs...
there goes our bc class...
haiz...
==
CaRoL
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
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朋友是一种相助。
风雨人生路，
朋友能为你挡风寒，
为你分忧愁，
为你解除痛苦和困难，
朋友时时会伸出友谊之手。
她是你登高时的一把扶梯，
是你受伤时的一剂良药，
是你饥渴时的一碗白水，
是你过河时的一叶扁舟；
他是金钱买不来，
命令下不到的，
只有真心才能换来的最可贵、
最真实的东西。
风雨人生路，
朋友能为你挡风寒，
为你分忧愁，
为你解除痛苦和困难，
朋友时时会伸出友谊之手。
她是你登高时的一把扶梯，
是你受伤时的一剂良药，
是你饥渴时的一碗白水，
是你过河时的一叶扁舟；
他是金钱买不来，
命令下不到的，
只有真心才能换来的最可贵、
最真实的东西。
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