你我若只如初相逢

真正的朋友，
其实无所谓远近，
其实无所谓性别。
也许他身在咫尺，
也许他远在天涯，
只要彼此相拥，
彼相关照，
这份相知、相思、相助、相契、
就是人间最温柔、最畅快、最美好的境界，
就是人间最真挚的感动。
相遇是一种缘，
相知更是一种缘,
缘乃天定，份在人为。
缘起而聚，缘尽而散，放手才是真爱！
有一种爱，它的名字就叫放手！

有一种思念不是爱情

有一个女孩失恋了，她伤得很深很深，觉得整个世界都抛弃了她，甚至想到了死。她发誓这辈子再也不谈恋爱了。她把这个消息告诉了一个男孩，于是男孩开始不断的安慰她，鼓励她，每天编好玩的短信逗她开心，就这样，女孩渐渐从痛苦中恢复过来，又变得和往日般活泼可爱。

忽然有一天，女孩没有收到他发来的短信，心里有一种莫名的失落和不安。她问自己，是不是喜欢上了这个男孩。她想起了自己的誓言，开始努力强迫自己不要去想他，但男孩的影子总是若隐若现的在脑海里飘来飘去。她觉得这种思念怪怪的，和原来恋爱时的感觉不一样：当她恋爱时，那种思念就像火一样炽烈，不断的燃烧着，吞噬着自己的一切，占据了自己全部的灵魂，除了思念再也不能做任何事了；而现在呢，她说不清，她从未感到还有这样一种思念是淡淡的，有点虚无但又无所不在，不需要付出什么却总能感到一种温情，就像在房间的角落里摆上了一束百合，淡淡的幽香弥散了整个房间，却又不会让你刻意地去想，让你感到不自在。

女孩决心要弄明白。一天，男孩给她打电话问她最近过得开心么。聊着聊着，她突然问这个男孩为什么没有女朋友，要不要帮他介绍一个。她问的时候心跳得很快，但又装出一副开玩笑的口气。男孩说好啊好啊。她不知道哪来的勇气，突然说那就考虑一下我吧。电话那端沉默了好久，女孩觉得自己太冲动了，预感到自己好像要毁掉什么似的。男孩终于开口了，说我们还是像这样做朋友的好。她不甘心，又问为什么呢？你不喜欢我什么地方？又是好久的沉默，然后，男孩用一种缓慢的口气，好像要让每个字都沉入女孩的心里似的，说：“我担心，如果以后你再失恋了，会没有人再来安慰你了。”

眼泪止不住的流下来了，女孩终于明白了，有一种思念不是爱情。

有一种思念不是爱情：这种思念是平和的，是温馨的，是不掺任何杂念的，没有任何专属味道，没有任何占有的意念。

女孩突然想起男孩说过，这个世界只有三种颜色，红色，蓝色和绿色：红色是冲动，是激情，是毁灭一切的力量；蓝色是忧郁，是深刻，是深沦一切的力量；绿色是平和，是安逸，是抚慰一切的力量；经过红色的爱情，蓝色的失恋，那么绿色的思念就是你最好的心灵鸡汤。

爱情的时间是多久，几个星期，几个月，还是几年？但不管多久，爱情总是会过期的。而这种思念呢，永远也不会过期。

超越了爱情和友情的感情，就是这种思念。

找一处心灵的港湾，你可以放心的去停泊。

找一个心灵的守护天使，永远不会迷失自我。

当你找到了，你就是世界最幸福的人。

10 commandments...

ring....
da clock rings...
den i open my eyes...
lame...
den i blur blur liddat...
thought 2day is sat at 1st...
den wanna 2 continue sleep...
finally remem 2day is sun...
gt tuition...
haiz...
damn tired lo...
tuition tat time qte sien lo...
summore nid 2 teach da ppl b'side u 2 do da math wan lo...
after tat go church...
2day gt sum ppl didnt go...
2day they prac da mime 4 anniversary 2day...
haha...
i didnt join...
cuz i dont thin i'm gud at acting...
lol...
2day we learn da 10 commandments...
actually learn b4 when small tat time ad...
bt nw learn more details la...
mayb sum of u dunno da 10 commandments...
cannot dunno leh...
v important...
the ten commandments can be found in da bible in da buk exodus...
let me tell u da 10 commandments...
1. Do not have other gods besides Me
2. Do not make an idol 4 urself
3. DO not misuse the name of the Lord your God
4. Remenber to dedicate the Sabbath day
5. Honour your father and your mother
6. Do not murder
7. Do not commit adultery
8. Do not steal
9. Do not give false testimony
10. Do not covet..
it's kinda hard 2 follow these 10 commandments...
muz try la...
haha...
2day heard tat sara they all go tuition tat day...
gt sumone wanna robbed them...
they ran into da hse (tuition wan)
then da 2 guy bang on da door...
they screamed loudly...
at last, dat 2 guys ran away...
phew...
hopefully God is wif them...
2day after da BM tuition...
they all went home ad...
i'm da 2nd last 2 go back...
da tuition ends at 5pm...
den my dad 5.20 only cum...
lol...
hahaz...
i thin i end here...
tmr goin kawad...
hope can do my best haha...
n can play da piano well tmr piano lesson tat time...
hehe...

-CaRoL-

3 days... hahaz...

Thursday...(25/6/09)
2day after perhimpunan heard da teacher says form 2 n 3 pengawas tunggu slps perhimpunan..
then...
the AJK says we gonna take our pengawas photo 2day...
then we stand under da sun i thin almost bout half an hour lo...
den v lame lo...
i thin we onli took 2 photos altogether...
dunno use hw many seconds only...
haha...
go back class tat time teacher still haven reach...
gt all da teachers gt mesyuarat...
den afterward...
KH calss!!!
horray...
can do kerja kayu lo...
we go bengkel...
den teacher say she relief our sej class...
den we can do kerja kayu tat time...
haha...
bt damn headache...
cuz i struggling hw 2 measure da kayu so tat i hav enough...
haha...
den we hav our geo class...
we r supposing to do our pembentangan 2day... bour pencemaran sungai de...
den we go chou1 qian1...
our group Linda go...
den we gt num 7!!!
haha...
my favourite num!!!!
summore we r da last group...
haha...
bt at last we also finish our pembentangan 2day la...
qte many of them nid 2 redo liddat leh...
phew...
luckily... teacher say our group wan nt bad...
bt there goes our time...
cant do kerja kayu ad...
aiz...
then after tat, en.shakir cum our class...
i tot gt wat spot check...
haha...
bt he juz giving out da paper tat says tat our parents no nid go 4 da hari terbuka...
my class 7 ppl nid go...
2 bk only 2 ppl nid to go onli...
so clever dey all...
haha...

Friday...(26/6/09)
2day go 4 kawad prac...
kawad damn tired today...
kept pusing pusing pusing...
senior they all de speed damn fast...
haha...
hope i can catch up...
den i vry dao3 mei2 lo...
ke belakang pusing tat time...
i thin i sprained my leg...
damn pain...
bt i still continue to kawad...
bt more unlucky...
tat time senior giv us do tukar langkah..
damn fast...
den my right leg seem lyk gt a bit slow down...
cuz damn pain...
after a few rounds...
we henti...
den wj accompany me to tell senior tat my leg v pain...
den i go rest in front of st.john room...
haiz...
y i so useless wan...
kawad oso can sprain my leg...
hope da pain will go away...
rily hope can join da hari koko kawad...
den after perhimpunan teachers they all go mesyuarat...
den we(pengawas) r called to go n jaga da class...
i go form 1 there...
walao...
they so noisy n oso didnt listen to us wan...
wat a headache...
2day gt Pj...
bt our pj teacher didnt cum...
den gt teacher call us to help take all those chairs n susun it at dewan 4 hari terbuka tmr...
take take take...
finally finish it...
den after tat da boys they all go play basket ball at gelanggang there...
den we girls go see lo...
haha...
when we wanna go back tat time...
li cong suddenly sit on da floor...
seem like jatuh...
den we go over n c...
he say he cant stand up...
den they all even perform transportation...
haha...
bt at last he manageto stand up la...
den moral class..
we lik usually do our own things...
talking wif friends...
haha...
bt 2day Linda didnt cum...
heard tatshe's sick...
hope she gt well soon...

Saturday... (27/6/09)
2day is sat...
bt still nid go skul...
cuz hari ganti...
haha...
2day went skul early 2day...
cuz afterward gt kawad...
n today oso hari terbuka...
saw many parents came 2day...
haha...
today kawad prac starts at12.30...
den kawad kawad...
it was ok at da 1st...
bt after bout1 hour...
my leg starting to pain...
haiz...
den i rest lo...
so useless lo me...
hope my leg can gt better b4 mon...
i dun wanna 2 giv up!!!
i muz do my best...
haha...
2day our class 10 ppl didnt cum lo...
lame...
2 bk only 2 gals cum onli...
haha...
2day Pj we zi4 you2 huo2 dong4...
haha...
we go monkey bar there...
moral class tat time vry few ppl only lo...
boys they all go PK...
btw, happy birthday 2 ler yi!!!
"Happy birthday 2 u,
happy birthday 2 u,
happy bithday 2 ler yi,
happy birthday 2 u!!"

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-CaRoL-

XD

ytd go skul tat time...
wow!!!
almost everyone is wearing full u wor...
haha....
bt hor... today didnt check wor...
haha...
den is Science class.. nid go lab...
after taking my bag 4rm pengawas room, siew fen talked to me...
then i almost wanna go up Blok D ad...
then suddenly remem tat i walk da wrong way...
haha...
so blurrr...
Bc class tat time...
teacher gave us da photostat de karangan( exam wan)
gt liyu, me(i oso dunno y gt mine, so lousy oso), wj, poh yee, pik, yk...
they all rily write v well lo...
wj wan damn cute lo... "hai, my name is pang li, u??"
wj oso laugh until cant read out tis sentence...
lol...
seni tat time...
they say teacher didnt cum...
then hor we all damn happy lo...
bt she gt cum wor..
so dissapointed...
haha...
hari koko nxt wek mah...
they all nw kept calling ppl to buy things...
yk n wj lo...
ps i oso gt help wj larh...
haha...
damn fun...

kawad...

2day went 4 kawad...
8-11am...
luckily today at dewan... nt gelanggang...
haha...
we started by static turn...
turn turn turn...
then senior cum...
then say why we didn't warm up wan...
den nid to run padang 4 2 rounds...
lol...
qte tired....
den cum back continue kawad...
kawad kawad kawad...
then tan ask us who is tired??
then nobody dare say it...
almost ask 4 3 times...
oso nobody dare say...
lol...
and den kawad till half way tat time gt a shock...
cuz lisa suddenly call me... den i thought i did sth wrong...
yuan2 lai2 is call me lend my tie...
phew...
then continue kawad...
today i learnt hw 2 kiri belok...
qte fun yea...
then i remem kawad tat time my shoe drop... =.=!!!
kept belakang pusing....
@.@...
leg damn suan1 lo...
haha...
we done 120 belakang pusing!!!
haha...
den kawad finished...
get to know tat hari terbuka only those who gt 2.0 n above de parent nid cum onli...
haha...
den my class 7 ppl nid cum... 2 bk 2 ppl nid cum only... WOW!!!
today science tat time do experiment...
teacher says tat other class gt ppl use forcep to take da beaker...
haha...
den da beaker rosak lo...
den when our class do experiment tat time...
one of them their test tube po4 dong4...
lol...
n finally changed my msn password...
cuz i thin sumone hack my account...
haha
still struggling whether tmr wanna wear full u or pengawas uniform...
=.=...
looking forward tmr... cuz gt bc class n can do da kerja kayu...
=)

xoxo
-C@RoL-
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^^

2day went to skul...
nth happened...
juz wait 4 da bus like usually...
but...
at bus tat time...
i suddenly remember sth that is rily damn important!!!
tat is my diary!!!
today mon leh...
gt perhimpunan rasmi summore...
y i so blurr wan...
2day uncle even change his strategy...
at seta tat time call us to sit another bus go skul...
tat is yan ke's bus...
haha...
luckily i manage to get a diary...
phew...
after perhimpunan is bc class!!
but hor...
no bc class again...
cuz da teacher havin wat mesyuarat again...
walao...
y always "makan" our bc class on mon de...
den...
after recess...
kh we go bengkel...
teacher gave us da kayu...
wow...
sure a lot of fun wan...
lookin forward weds... cuz can do da kerja kayu...
but nw struggling hw 2 draw those 3 lakaran...
haha...
den moral calss tat time hor...
kevin go n take my sej folio 4rm p.yang table!!!
walao...
den i thin almost all da guys in 2 bijak saw my folio ad... lol...
i rily hope tat my folio is nw safely in da teacher's hand...
if sth happen to it then i rily die la...
haha...
tmr gt kawad prac...
scare scare leh...
scare cant tahan...
haha...
cuz i so lousy wan...

xoxo
CaRoL^^